You're My Endless Love~

Happy birthday Shindong~

Mon, 29 Sep 2008 02:30:04 GMT

Hello~~ I haven’t been on here since forever! Sorry for not updating with any new fan fictions. I really have to update but I’ve been so busy. School has been such a pain to be in lately but oh well that’s life. I’ll try to update my lj later with new things and I’ll be changing my layout and I’ll finally be able to fix the things I’ve been meaning to fix.

Anyway the only reason why I am here today is because it is a certain someone’s birthday~~ :D Dun dun duunnn~~~ It is our Shindong’s birthday today! (Actually it was yesterday in Korean days but over here is has aged one year today. ^^

I’m not going to do my usual thing today. Usually when it’s a member’s birthday I write a fan fiction and create a new icon for them, but for this birthday and for any more to come. I will be making a banner/graphic for them and I will also be making an icon as well. I’ll be writing a letter underneath the banner as well. I know he won’t ever see it but it’s the thought that counts right?

I worked pretty hard on it. I couldn’t get a recent picture of him that would look good in a banner so I got a picture that was a couple months old. I think its okay. I really hope that he would see this picture. I’m sure that he won’t even see it. But like I said before its the thought that counts.

Dear Shindong oppa~ Please allow me to speak comfortably just this once~ It’s your birthday today! I hope you had a wonderful birthday~ Make sure you don’t forget your fans and I hope you continue to smile that bright smile that I love so much. You always lift up my spirits when I’m down. I think you for that. But if you can’t smile please tell someone about it. I don’t want to see you sad but what I don’t want to see is if you’re faking a smile and saying that you’re fine when clearly you are not. Oh and don’t listen to what other people say. Do whatever you want and don’t let other people tell you what to do. I respect you so much so don’t let me down. Oh and congratulations on your weight loss. I hope you don’t work too had to lose weight. I wish you the best health and the best success this year and all the many years to come. I will always be rooting for you. So work hard and never give up. Shindong~~ Fighting!

063. Video Games

Sun, 24 Aug 2008 18:34:46 GMT

Title: Video Games
Start Date/End Date: August 24, 2008
Author: Your truly~ sapphiremelodi
Pairing: Yesung & Eunhyuk
Rating: G
Word Count: 469
Archive: here.
Disclaimer: Alas sadly I do not own any of these people. I repeat I DO NOT own any of these people. Only the story is mine
A/N: This is a birthday fic to our precious prince Yesung. His birthday is today~~ Happy Birthday Yesung~
Summary: All of the Super Junior Happy members are resting. Eunhyuk and Yesung are playing video games and Eunhyuk seems to have a serious question to ask Yesung. Just what is this question?

Link to community: miracle______
Theme Number: 63/100
Finished: 22/100

Today was a resting day for the Super Junior members, to be more specific, it was the Super Junior Happy members that were getting a rest.

In the living room only two members were there at the moment. It was Yesung and Eunhyuk they were playing video games to pass the day by.

“Hyung…”

“Huh?” Yesung answered looking at the younger man, “What is it?”

“Nothing really I just have a question.” Eunhyuk said not looking at Yesung he continued to watch the TV screen.

“What is it?” Yesung asked.

“I was just wondering…” Eunhyuk said slowly as if he didn’t know exactly what he was going to say.

“Yeah… and?” Yesung said to make Eunhyuk continue talking because it looked like he wasn’t going to start talking again.

“Well… I was wondering… if you ever feel…” Eunhyuk said dragging out almost every word, “sad… that you never get as much screen time… as some of the rest of us?”

Yesung nodded his head once in understanding the question, “Ah, so that was your question.” Yesung laughed, “You could have just asked me right out.”

“Well I thought the topic might be sensitive to you.” Eunhyuk said looking on the ground.

“It’s not that sensitive.” Yesung said.

“Seeing as how the other members are getting more known than you… Don’t you find that kinda…” Eunhyuk said without finishing his sentence because it seemed like he didn’t know how to end it.

“Intimidating? Depressed? Sad?” Yesung said trying to supplying the last word.

“Well… yeah.” Eunhyuk said nodding.

“Well I do feel that way. I feel that the reason why I’m not known as much is because I don’t get any screen time. Mainly it’s partly my fault that I’m what I am today. If I had made a face for myself when we debuted then I would have been known more than I am now.”

Eunhyuk nodded slowly as Yesung was talking.

“But I’m changing that now.” Yesung said, “I’m starting to get more known now and I’m starting to go out on more shows now too.”

Eunhyuk nodded again.

“But…” Yesung said looking at the younger man, “Why did you ask this all of a sudden?”

“It’s your birthday today.” Eunhyuk said.

“Just because it’s my birthday it doesn’t mean that you have to ask that kind of question.” Yesung said.

“It’s because I wanted to know what you’re feeling. I just wondered if you feel sad normally because I want to know how I can be a better dongseang and I want to protect hyung from pain.”

Yesung smiled and put his arm around Eunhyuk’s shoulder to pull him in for a hug. “It’s alright.” Yesung said, “I’m fine.”

Yesung brought his arm away from Eunhyuk and looked at the TV screen. “Wanna go for another round?”

(I just realized how tiny this fiction is. T_T I wish I did better (especially seeing as how it’s a birthday fic for Yesung </3). It was hard for me to come up with a topic for both of them to talk about because I don’t live in their minds so I don’t know what they talk about in every day life. Also I had to rush this because I haven’t finished my summer homework yet (School is starting in two days!! Ah~! Summer please don’t leave me!) so I had to finish this off for our dear Yesung and then start my homework. >.< Stupid work… Oh well anything having to do with our Yesung is worth it.)

(Our Yesung’s birthday is today~ Over in America of course. In Korea he turned 25 yesterday. Over here he turns 24 today. Well. He’s growing older but he still looks so young. Because his birthday is today it reminds me of our age gap and how my obsession with him is kinda illegal. xD Oh well. Yesung I hope you had a wonderful birthday. I hope that you stay safe. I hope you will be healthy for the rest of the year and forever more. I will always support you~! I love you~~ Yesung fighting! And happy birthday!)

005. Overworked

Fri, 22 Aug 2008 01:58:23 GMT

Title: Overworked
Start Date/End Date: August 20, 2008/August 21, 2008
Author: Your truly~ sapphiremelodi
Pairing: Ryeowook & Kibum
Rating: G
Word Count: 1107
Archive: here.
Disclaimer: Alas sadly I do not own any of these people. I repeat I DO NOT own any of these people. Only the story is mine
A/N: This is a happy birthday fan fiction to our lovely Kim Kibum. You know the one with that killer smile. :D His pearly whites just kill me. His smile just looks amazingly beautiful. I hope he had a wonderful birthday.
Summary: Kibum has come back home from a tiring day of work. He was so busy that he forgot that today was a special day. Just what is today? What’s so special about it?

Link to community: miracle______
Theme Number: 5/100
Finished: 21/100

Today was a fine day. It wasn’t too hot and it wasn’t too cold. Autumn seems to have taken its toll. The whole world was getting into the transition from summer to autumn.

The SM Town concert in Korea came and went like a blur to Kibum. He didn’t even realize that today was his birthday until someone had called him up to say ‘Happy Birthday’ to him. He was just far to busy to think about things like that.

His filming schedule was hecktic it got in the way of all his Super Junior activities and he felt sorry for that but there was nothing he could do about it. He felt disappointed at the fans when they asked if he was going to leave. It seemed like no one believed in him at all.

Kibum walked up the steps to his hostel where he stayed. After he opened the door he went straight to his bed. He felt so tired. All he did was acting but acting was hard. He had to act perfectly so that the camera could catch him with those certain expressions. He worked for hours even if he was only going to appear for 10 minutes.

Kibum laid spread out on his bed with his face down in his blankets. As he turned his head to the side he sighed heavily and closed his eyes. “Only for a few minutes….” He mumbled before going to bed.

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“Kibum-ah?”

Kibum shifted a little on the bed and faintly heard someone call his name but it was said so faintly that he thought it was just his imagination

“Kibum-ah??” Said the voice a little louder than when he first called the name.

Kibum brought his head up, “Someone really is calling my name…” he said out loud to himself in a soft voice.

“Kibum-ah?!” the voice called again.

“Ryeowook is that you?” Kibum called squinting at the clock while getting up.

“Oh so you are home~” Ryeowook said bouncing inside the room, “Oh and yeah it’s me.”

“Why are you here?” Kibum said rubbing his eyes.

“Why can’t I be here?” Ryeowook asked.

“I dunno.” Kibum said getting up, “Do you want something to eat or drink?” Kibum asked, “I can make it for you.”

“No it’s okay. I’m here to cook for you tonight.” Ryeowook smiled as he walked out of the room.

“Huh?” Kibum asked, “Why?”

“Why can’t I?” Ryeowook asked, “It’s your birthday today so I wanted to make you something good to eat.

“Oh.” Kibum said nodding as he walked out of his bedroom following Ryeowook.

“Kibum-ah, you look like you’re half dead.” Ryeowook said as he grabbed a bag of groceries that were on the counter.

“Really?” Kibum asked looking at the stuff that Ryeowook was taking out of the grocery bag, “I just came back from filming that drama.”

“Oh,” Ryeowook said nodding as he started washing some of the vegetables in the sink.

“Wait…” Kibum said as he sat down on a stool near the counter, “How did you get in here in the first place?”

“Your door wasn’t locked,” Ryeowook said, “That’s why I was calling your name I was wondering why you didn’t have your door locked.”

“I must have forgotten to lock it.” Kibum said putting his head on the table.

“You are overworked.” Ryeowook said in a slightly sad voice while he started to cut some vegetables for the soup he was making.

“I’m going to go wash my face.” Kibum said getting up and walking to the bathroom.

“Okay.”

In the bathroom Kibum looked at himself in the mirror, was he really overworked? Kibum just shrugged his shoulders and started to wash his face.

When Kibum came out of the bathroom the kitchen had a nice smell in the air, “That smells nice.” Kibum smiled to Ryeowook, “You really have gotten better at cooking.”

“Thanks.” Ryeowook smiled as he tasted a little of the soup then added a little more seasoning to it, “Who knows what the members would eat if I weren’t there with them in China.”

Kibum laughed showing off his wonderful pearly whites which made all his fans swoon.

“Okay.” Ryeowook said spooning out a bowl of rice and placed it in front of Kibum.

Kibum watched as Ryeowook put food in front of him. There was a small plate with a little meat in it and there was a bowl of rice with a bowl of seaweed soup as well. Everything smelt wonderful.

“Ryeowook-ah…” Kibum said smiling that smile of his, “Thank you.”

“No problem,” Ryeowook said happily, “Happy Birthday.”

Kibum looked down at his food and started eating. The food was better than anything he had eaten before. Maybe it was because the only food that he’s been eating lately is just the food that he’s been making himself and, or it would be the takeout that he orders himself. The food that he was eating now was the first homemade food he had eaten for a while.

“Kibum, you have to work hard alright?” Ryeowook said as Kibum looked up at the older man, “Work hard, but not too hard. I don’t want you to be overworked like you are now.”

Kibum smiled, he was happy that Ryeowook was worried about him. He was glad that there was someone who was worried for him. He knew that there were people who worried about him but knowing it physically felt better than knowing it mentally. Besides he felt closer to Ryeowook than any other member because they were the same age. And he knew that all the other members worried about him as much as Ryeowook was worried about him. Ryeowook just reminded him of how much people loved him. The amount of love that he receives gives him the power to keep on going and to keep on fighting.

“Ryeowook thank you.” Kibum smiled, “I’ll try not to overwork myself.”

Despite the fact that Kibum said that in reality he never felt overworked at all. He felt that the members, the fans, and his family were enough to make him feel so energized that he is never overworked.

Ryeowook smiled and made an arm gesture to Kibum telling him to continue eating, “Eat up before it gets cold.”

Kibum smiled and looked back at his food. Others may see it as him, Kim Kibum, being overworked with all this filming but Kibum didn’t feel that that was what it was. He felt that it was strength. He felt that it was his strength to go on and make his members, family, fans, and himself proud.

(Our dear Kim Kibum has turned 21 as of today in America. Over in Korea he would have been 22 yesterday. I hope you guys can understand what I’m saying because I’m kinda confusing myself here. xD
Anyways~ Happy birthday Kim Kibum~ I hope your birthday was wonderful and I hope that there will be more opportunities for you to shine in the future. I will always believe in you and I will support you in everything you decide to do. Keep up the wonderful work. Kim Kibum fighting~! I love you~)

More Rumors. (Another load of bull)

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 02:24:44 GMT

I heard that there are some rumors floating around on youtube for a while. I don’t even know where to begin. It’s so crazy that I can’t believe that someone would actually believe this!

I was on the Everlasting Friends blog. And I saw that someone was saying there were rumors of Donghae floating around that got someone really pissed off. I didn’t know what the rumors were so I read the comments to see if someone had posted saying what the rumors were. And the first person said that she knew what the rumor was. She said that there is this one youtube user that is going all around youtube saying that Lee Donghae raped her friend. Go here if you wish to see the comments for yourself.

I’m going to say it out right now that’s a load of crap!

If you look at the facts you’ll see how Donghae can not have been the guy who “raped” her friend.

1. Donghae does not have that personality. He’s the kind of guy that would protect a girl’s personal space.
2. Donghae has not been to the US recently. (The youtube user is saying that she’s from America.) The only Super Junior members that have been to the US this year are Super Junior T and Yesung. Besides if Donghae had gone to the US some time a Chinese ELF would have spotted him leaving his living quarters because they camp out right in front of their house which prevents Super Junior M from going anywhere.
3. And let’s say that he did, hypothetically speaking of course, rape the girl. What are the chances of the girl being a girl that knew exactly who he was? Super Junior may be popular in the US but not that popular that every single girl in the US knows him and the rest of the members.

If you try to deny these facts then I will clearly help you get it through to your head and say that Donghae did not rape any girl!

This girl seems to be living in an imaginary world. If this friend really does exist then why doesn’t she come out and say it herself instead of having her friend say it? If someone really did rape her then that’s what she should do. But our Donghae did not rape anyone.

I believe in our Donghae, he is not the type of guy to do something like this. If he likes someone he doesn’t go ahead and do anything. He is the type of guy to try and get close to them by getting to know them first.

If you’re a fan of Super Junior or if you’re a fan of Donghae’s, you should believe in Donghae and believe that nothing like that is happening at all. When I heard this in my mind I was like “WTF is this crap?” I don’t believe it one bit.

If you’re one of the people who are going around asking if it’s true and you’re an ELF be it official or unofficial, I highly suggest that you quit using the title “ELF”. If you don’t believe in the people you support then you have no right to call yourself an ELF or a fan for that matter.

Kibum Rumors going around (Which is complete bull)

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 01:47:26 GMT

I hate it when there are rumors like this float around. Especially when everyone believes in them! This rumor has been floating around for a while and I refused to believe it. I believe in Kibum. I suggest that you do the same too. If you really believe in Super Junior you would believe in Kibum. Rumors were saying that Super Junior’s Kim Kibum is leaving Super Junior.

IT IS NOT TRUE!

Kim Kibum is not leaving Super Junior. Just because he is into his acting more than singing does not mean he is leaving. He’s had so many memories from being in Super Junior so why would he leave? Acting is just his priority right now.

Even if some members are not actively in the music entertainment does not mean that they will be quitting the group. Kibum has been with the team from the start and is not going to stop halfway. He will finish the job until the very end. He always does.

On August 15, 2008 Kibum announced, after being ambushed by a group of ELFs asking him if he really is going to quit, "Who [ever] thinks that I am going to quit Super Junior, is [someone] who has never trusted me and never given me a chance." (quote credit to asianfanatics)

I think that Kibum is disappointed that the fans don’t believe in him and make assumptions based on other things. If you’re a fan you should trust the person you’re a fan of not listen to other people talk bull crap. If anything happens all you need to do is believe in the members.

When I heard this rumor for the first time I denounced it right away. I didn’t believe in any of that crap. I’m fed up with it now. I was speaking to my friend about this and she can testify saying that I was a solid believer in Kim Kibum.

If I were in Kibum’s shoes I would be so disappointed in my fans. How can the people who support you so much not believe in them?

Edit: August 16,2008

"After the spreding of this rumor, Kibum himself [is] now feel awkward. He [spoke] out to clear this misunderstanding that he'd never think about leaving his friends and his band. [His] acting career is a chance that he must catch up [in] but he also [will] try to cover both singing career and acting one."

This quote came from here.

Look. See? Kibum has now stated that he will never think of leaving the group. This is the same for the other members as well. If another rumor like this comes up I hope these "wavering" fans will remember what Kim Kibum has said. None of the Super Junior members will leave. They've created a bond that is unbreakable by any means.

Yesung is taking a rest for 3 to 4 days before working

Sun, 10 Aug 2008 07:59:54 GMT

Super Junior member Yesung is resting for 3 to 4 days before officially returning to Super Junior Happy activities.

On August 8, 2008 Yesung fell off the Music Bank stage during a rehearsal and was rushed to the hospital right away.

His injuries aren’t major but he was advised to rest for a day which was exactly what he did.

A representative from SM Entertainment has said “The MRI report has yet to come out. But from the diagnosis, he did not suffer from any major injury, and he is now taking a rest in the quarters. It is planned for him to rest for 3 to 4 days before returning back to do activities.”

Credits to: asianfanatics.net

Whew… I’m glad that he gets to rest for a while. I’m going to miss seeing him with the members but since it’s not permanent and I care about his health I can stand it. And I’m so glad that he did not suffer from any major injury. Other than that... Yesung fighting<333

Yesung injured on August 8, 2008

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 19:13:47 GMT

OUR YESUNG IS INJURED!

On August 8, 2008, during the rehearsal of on Music Bank, Yesung fell off the 1.5-1.8 meter stage while performing Pajama Party. It is said that Yesung isn’t injured severely but he did complain that there was pain in his neck, head, and waist. He was rushed to the hospital upon this injury and is still in the hospital for further check-ups.

A Super Junior associate told the reporters ‘His waist hurts, and we could barely persuade him to not perform, we consider his health the most important first of all.’

The representatives of SM Entertainment have said that “it doesn’t seem like a big injury.”

Never the less Super Junior Happy still continued their live performance of Pajama party that day.

Credits to: asianfanatics.net

Here is the performance if you wish to see it.

Mainly Sungmin and Leeteuk took over Yesung’s singing parts. I think Sungmin and Leeteuk did an amazing job covering for Yesung. But the only person that can make it sound superb is Yesung himself. I could hear some of Yesung’s background harmonization but it was very faint.

I do hope that he gets better. I think the SM representatives are just saying that it seems like nothing because Yesung had his waist hurt before. But that’s what worries me a lot. Since he had hurt his waist before it might mean trouble later on in the future.
I hope that Yesung gets some of the rest he deserves. If I see that Yesung is discharged from the hospital a couple days after this incident I think I’ll be worried even more than him having to stay in the hospital longer. He might be forcing himself to work hard. I hope that he doesn’t force it on himself.

Please stay safe. Yesung fighting<333~

Big Bang - Haru Haru

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 04:59:21 GMT

Hello alls~ Its me Melodi again. I’m here with a MV review. I’ve done a whole bunch with Super Junior’s MVs but I didn’t post them on LJ. I’ve decided that the first one I post up on my LJ is BIG BANG~! YAY~ I’m love them to death. They are my second favorite band after Super Junior. This is Big Bang’s Haru Haru MV. Their newest MV.

Big Bang – Haru Haru MV

Video credit to: CJWEntertainment @ youtube

Big Bang – Haru Haru
Song Rating: 5/5
MV Rating: 5/5
My Overall Rating: 6/5

HOMIEGOSH~! ITS OUT! I’ve been so anticipating this MV. I heard all sorts of things happened during this MV. Like G-Dragon getting hurt.

Okay let’s talk about the song first. The song is just amazing. I love how catchy it is. Its just as catchy as Lies. I am totally loving the song. The rap fits in so well. TOP’s and G-Dragon’s rapping is just perfect. The rest of the members singing is just wonderful too. I am so in love with the song. <333 I must purchase the mini-album! Their acting is just so wonderful!

Now comes the commentary on the acting in the MV. It starts off with TOP and the female lead. I think the female lead is really pretty I her name is Park Min Young. G-Dragon finds her taking off her ring (which G-Dragon has given to her) and gives it too TOP. G-Dragon rushes over to TOP and then next comes shoving and pushing. And the punching starts too. The other members (Daesung, Taeyang, and Seungri) try to stop the both from fighting. They looked just HOT! I really feel sad for saying that but I can’t help it since they look so good! Their acting is just too wonderful. HOMIEGOSH~~!!! They’re wearing mascara BUT they make it work. I totally love this new look that they’re sprouting. It’s just too beautiful to look at. I love how they are lipsyncing to the song when they’re acting out in the MV. The fight was way intense but homiegosh such good acting! G-Dragon is just amazing when it comes to this. My heart breaks every time I see G-Dragon give that painful and sad look though. G-Dragon is so broken hearted and he breaks the mirror that he’s looking at. While he’s singing into the mirror it just pulls me into sadness when I see him like that. I really feel hurt watching him in sadness like that. TOP is in the car with the female lead. And G-Dragon sees them together he rushes over to their car and he gets out of control and back home he is flipping over tables and throwing vases and pillows across the room. Which is how G-Dragon gets injured in real life but he still urges to continue filming despite his injury. Seeing him like that just hurts my heart. It turns out that the girl he’s in love with has leukemia so that is the reason why she’s being like this to G-Dragon. He finds out that she’s going to die through Taeyang. When he gets there he is stopped by TOP. TOP takes G-Dragon’s hand and places the ring that TOP was given to by the girl in the beginning and he says, “I’m sorry for lying… Min Young loved you a lot...” G-Dragon realizes that everything was a lie so that she would make him hate her so that when she leaves he wouldn’t be heart broken… But he does get hurt in the end.

I’m so in love with this MV. Their acting is just so amazing to watch.
I just have one complaint…. Why isn’t G-Dragon in a drama yet?! He needs to get himself into a drama and fast.

This MV made me fall in love with Big Bang all over again.

My other claims. <33

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 01:48:43 GMT

Here is the home to all my other claims. I can't just love Yesung, Zhoumi, and Minho while I ignore everyone else huh? I just happen to be a little biased when it comes to these things. :D

♫ I didn't know what obsession was until I found ♫
【★ Super Junior ★】

Super Junior M is forever flawless

they always say there are
plenty more fish in the sea,
well Ryeowook will always be my nemo

When you look up → ADDICTION ← in the dictionary Next to it you see:
●:..｡o○☆[◄Kyuhyun►]☆○o｡..:●

When you look up → ADDICTION ← in the dictionary Next to it you see: ●:..｡o○☆[◄Key►]☆○o｡..:●

"I love all the stars in the sky, but they are nothing compared to the ones in your beautiful eyes!" ~ Jiro Wang

★Proud to be『Henry Lau's』Flawless!! 彡 ★Proud to be『Kim Ryeowook's』Flawless!! 彡 ★Proud to be『Cho Kyuhyun's』Flawless!! 彡

.s.m.t.o.w.n. 彡 i s ☆ L O V E
S u p e r J u n i o r M → i s ✿ e.t.e.r.n.a.l 「 L O V E

Mr. Choi Minho!~ <333

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 01:40:41 GMT

Here is the home for all my claims for a certain Mr. Choi Minho who has almost stolen my heart away from Yesung. <33

「 Choi Minho 」 You can be my hero and I'll be your heroine.

I was born to tell you I love you ✪ →Choi Minho ←
I will sell my soul for →something pure and true←
Someone like ♥『Choi Minho』♥

Choi Minho is all I've waited for, and I could not ask for more

Choi Minho :D
I'll be the one to hold you ♡
and make sure you'll be alright
cause my faith is gone
and i want to take it from darkness to light

Choi Minho came up to me and sang
"Melodi you're my M.V.P."

I'm addicted to »»Choi Minho«« love

• • Choi Minho • •
you're my mvp, my sun, the moon.
you're my love forever to last forever.

.s.m.t.o.w.n. 彡 i s ☆ L O V EC h o i M i h n o → i s ✿ e.t.e.r.n.a.l 「 L O V E」

Fan Fiction Archive.

Tue, 05 Aug 2008 23:14:38 GMT

050. Lost

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 05:37:42 GMT

Title: Lost
Start Date/End Date: July 10, 2008
Author: Your truly~ sapphiremelodi
Pairing: Heechul x Kyuhyun
Rating: G
Word Count: 760
Archive: here.
Disclaimer: Alas sadly I do not own any of these people. I repeat I DO NOT own any of these people. Only the story is mine
A/N: Our Heenim’s birthday is today. I kind of left this until late I know his birthday was yesterday in Korea but today it’s his birthday. So this fan fiction is for him. I hope he had a wonderful birthday.
Summary: Heechul is feeling a little lost. Will getting some fresh air help?

Link to community: miracle______
Theme Number: 50/100
Finished: 20/100

Today was another hot stuffy day. Today was a day full of complaints and schedules. Heechul had just recovered from his surgery a few weeks ago. And he’s even driving again. The gang in China came back to get ready for their concert in Thailand in a couple days so everyone was busy practicing.

Heechul doubted himself. He had just gotten over his surgery and now he’s starting to practice dancing with the other members but since his leg shouldn’t be exerted he was having trouble dancing with the rest of the members

Heechul felt useless. He felt like he didn’t deserve anything seeing as how he can’t be helpful during this time of need.

“I’m going to get some fresh air.” Heechul said as he started walking out of the dance studio.

“Come back soon.” Leeteuk said, “We have to practice this to make it perfect when we have our concert in Thailand.”

“Okay.” Heechul said as closed the door behind him but he was surprised when he heard it open again.

“I‘ll go with him.” He heard someone talk behind him as the door swung shut for the second time.

“You don’t have to, Kyuhyun-ah.” Heechul said turning around to face the younger member.

“I want to though.”

“Alright then,” Heechul said turning around to walk out of the building.

Kyuhyun followed Heechul from behind without saying anything.

Once they were outside Heechul looked up at the sky. It was pretty early in the morning around three or four in the morning. They were all practicing so hard to make everything perfect.

A few minutes passed by in silence, “Hyung…”

Heechul was brought out of his thoughts and faced the younger man, “Huh?”

“Are you feeling alright?” Kyuhyun asked with a worried look on his face.

“I’m fine.” Heechul said with a little smile.

“I don’t think you’re fine.” Kyuhyun said, “I think that you might be feeling a little lost right now.”

“What?” Heechul asked looking a little puzzled at Kyuhyun, “What are you talking about.”

“You feel that you aren’t helping the team at all right? You feel like you’re useless, am I right?”

“What-? How-?” Heechul said struggling with words. What Kyuhyun had said was exactly what he felt like. He felt useless.

“I’ve been in that position before.” Kyuhyun said, “When I got out of the hospital and we started promoting Don’t Don. I couldn’t dance with all of you. I felt useless and a little lost with regards to feelings, and work. I felt like I couldn’t do anything to support you guys.”

“But you were hurting then. We didn’t feel that you’re useless. Without you we couldn’t have been able to release that album. That’s why we delayed the release and we were so happy that you were performing with us for the first time in a long time.” Heechul said to the younger. It’s true he never felt that Kyuhyun was a burden when he wasn’t doing activities with the whole group.

“Then how is your position right now any different?” Kyuhyun asked, “We don’t feel that you’re a bother. We’re just glad you’re better now. We don’t know what we’d do if you were still hurt.”

“But…” Heechul said as he turned his head toward the ground. Kyuhyun was right. His position was just like Kyuhyun a few months back.

“No buts.” Kyuhyun said with a smile, “Come on hyung we should go back inside the studio. I’m sure the others must be wondering where we are.”

Heechul nodded and started up the steps.

“Oh wait hyung,” Kyuhyun called, “A while ago back in China bought this for you.”

Out of his pocket Kyuhyun pulled out a necklace. The necklace was made with a red ribbon and the pendent was in the shape of the first character of his name in Chinese.

“When I was passing by the shop I saw this some pendants that had name characters as a pendant so I had one specially made for you and bought the ribbon as well.”

“Kyuhyun-ah… It’s so pretty.” Heechul smiled warmly and gave him a hug.

“Hyung happy birthday,” Kyuhyun smiled returning the hug, “Come on lets go back inside.”

“Kyuhyun-ah… Thank you.” Heechul said softly as he watched Kyuhyun walk back inside. He put on the necklace he was happy that Kyuhyun thought of him and he could tell just by looking at him that he wasn’t feeling too good. But that’s what friendship means knowing that one feels upset, mad, or happy without having to say anything.

(Happy Birthday Heenim~ I love you! Keep on fighting. Stay strong. You’re not too old yet. You still have a lot of time in the future so do you best. Work hard. Just know that what ever happens there are people out there who will always support you no matter what. Heenim fighting<333)

053. Puppies

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 03:31:55 GMT

Title: Puppies
Date: July 1, 2008
Author: Your truly~ sapphiremelodi
Pairing: Leeteuk & Heechul
Rating: G
Word Count: 1,033
Archive: here.
Disclaimer: Alas sadly I do not own any of these people. I repeat I DO NOT own any of these people. Only the story is mine
A/N: Happy birthday fan fiction to our dear Leader-sshi~ He’s 26~ Well today he is but in Korea his birthday was yesterday. He’s not too old yet he’s still in his prime of youth~ Our Leader-sshi take care of yourself I pray they you stay healthy and have good things happen in the future. This is only a birthday fan fiction so there isn’t much to it. There isn’t any real plot so it might not be interesting to read. And I think that the way I wrote about Leeteuk and Heechul are out of character so you might not like it.
Summary: Leeteuk’s birthday is today and he’s stuck in the house with Heechul. What will happen? And how will they celebrate his birthday this year?

Link to community: miracle______
Theme Number: 53/100
Finished: 19/100

“Heechul, please?”

“No.”

“Please??”

“I said no!”

Leeteuk pouted and showed off his little puppy dog eyes. Today was his birthday and Heechul wasn’t willing to celebrate it with him.

“Hey! Don’t show me those eyes. I can do them way better than you so you can’t use that trick on me.” With that said Heechul did his own version of puppy dog eyes. His eyes were big and round making it look like a real puppy’s eye.

Leeteuk pouted once more and walked away. There was no way to beat Heechul when it came to puppy dog eyes. Probably the only thing that can beat Heechul’s puppy dog eyes would be real puppy dogs. But then again maybe even puppy dogs would loose out to Heechul’s because his eyes were just too big and round. Leeteuk turned around and walked back over toward Heechul

“Then why don’t we celebrate our birthdays together?” Leeteuk asked.

“I-“

“You have nothing better to do anyway.” Leeteuk interrupted before Heechul could even say anything.

“Why-“

“Everyone else is busy right now. I’m staying at home because I’m sick and you’re the only one at home because you’re still recovering from your surgery.” Leeteuk said before Heechul could even ask him to celebrate with someone else.

Heechul frowned as Leeteuk gave his little puppy eyes once again. Heechul rolled his eyes, “Alright.” He said.

Leeteuk was surprised that Heechul agreed to his proposal.

“But Jungsu, aren’t you sick?” Heechul asked, “If you eat cake isn’t it going to be bad for you?”

Leeteuk waved his hand in the air, “It should be okay… shouldn’t it?”

“I dunno.” Heechul said, “You might want to wait until you’re better.”

“But-“

“The other members probably want to celebrate it with you too.” Heechul said interrupting him.

Leeteuk puffed out his cheeks in frustration. But what Heechul said was right. Even if he was sick at home people would still want to celebrate his birthday with him. Online people were sending him a ton of things online. There were a bunch of banners made for him, and videos were made for him.

“Anyway everyone else will be home soon won’t they?” Heechul asked, “We’ll celebrate then.”

Leeteuk let out the puff of air and nodded, “Fine, then.”

Heechul shook his head and went back to what he was doing.

Leeteuk had no idea what he was doing and didn’t really want to snoop around to figure out what. Heechul would bite his head off if he did.

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The other members finally finished their schedules and came over to their hostel to celebrate Leeteuk’s birthday. There were certain members that weren’t there because they’re too far away to come on short notice. The 5 members that were in Super Junior M couldn’t make it because they have schedules in China.

“Hyung~ Happy birthday!” Every one of the members that were left said it at a different time sometimes one person over lapped another so it was almost complete chaos in the room on the 12th floor.

There were gifts present which were brought to Leeteuk’s room so he could open them himself while the other members would get ready to go to bed. Honestly speaking the party only lasted a couple minutes. There was only enough time to sing happy birthday, cut cake, eat it and then everyone had to go to sleep in order to get enough sleep so they could continue their schedules.

Everyone left happily but they were a little tired out because they just finished off the whole day. But they were glad that they had a little break because after all it was Leeteuk’s birthday today. It was the day the angel descended from heaven.

Leeteuk smiled and walked back to his room. He was looking at the gifts most of them were small probably a new set of earrings or a necklace. But there wasn’t much seeing as how the members don’t normally have time to go out to buy gifts what he had already was enough.

But there was something that caught his eyes. It was just a letter and there was nothing much to it.

Leeteuk opened it and read it to himself. He smiled realizing that this is what Heechul was working on for the whole day. Heechul doesn’t normally express his feelings outwardly but when he cares he cares a lot.

‘Jungsu, work hard. I hope that you don’t fall sick anymore. You call this the day that an angel descended from heaven? I guess that’s a little true. Without you we would be nothing no one else would be able to lead this team besides you. Keep up the hard work. Just know that I’m always here for you. Happy birthday Jungsu. ~Heenim’

Leeteuk smiled and put the letter away safely no one would be able to find it, because if someone ever found out that Heechul cared for Leeteuk like this he would not let the off. Also judging on the other members personalities they might poke fun at Heechul for being sensitive. But they all know this side of Heechul already but Heechul is just too shy to admit it.

After clearing his bed of things he walked over toward Heechul’s room and saw that Heechul was already in bed.

“Thank you…” Leeteuk whispered to Heechul who was already sleeping. Leeteuk didn’t care if he was pretending to sleep or if he really was sleeping and he couldn’t hear it. He didn’t mind either way. If Heechul couldn’t hear his thank you he already knows that Leeteuk would be thankful for the note even though it was just a note.

Leeteuk tucked himself into bed and fell asleep. He fell asleep underneath his white covers enveloped in the feeling of being loved. He couldn’t help but feel that way. He felt loved by all the members. Even if the presents were tiny they had a lot of feeling in it and he was glad to be alive and as healthy as he is now. He was also glad that his members were all healthy and nothing had happened to them. That was the best gift of all.

(They’re all so out of character but I hope that Leeteuk is healthy and well. I do hope that he’s not sick anymore. I hope that good things happen to him in the future and I hope that he does not fall sick anymore. I hope he had a wonderful birthday as well.)

020. Glow

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 01:07:50 GMT

Title: Glow
Start Date: June 19, 2008
End Date: June 20, 2008
Pairing: Donghae/Kibum
Rating: G or maybe PG?
Word Count: 1,091
Archive: here.
Disclaimer: Alas sadly I do not own any of these people. I repeat I DO NOT own any of these people. Only the story is mine
A/N: Nothing really much to say about it. I hope you like it~~ Oh and this was written for my wonderful dongseang acoustic_clouds
Summary: Kibum is watching his favorite performance from Super Junior M. What is he doing watching it? Why does he like it so much?

Link to community: miracle______
Theme Number: 20/100
Finished: 18/100

“If I could, I would give up the whole world. At least there’s still you, you who deserves my cherish. You here with me is life’s surprise… Maybe I could forget the whole world I wouldn’t if I were to loose track of you… Your heart’s location I finally remember where it is…"

Kibum stared at his laptop watching a video that he saved a long time ago. It was an old Super Junior M performance, probably a couple months old now. Even if it was old Kibum watched it over and over. It was the chorus to At Least There is Still You that Kibum liked to listen to. Kibum loved the sound of the song. It was sweet and soft sounding something that you could fall asleep peacefully to.

But Kibum wasn’t watching it just for that. He was watching it for the sake of seeing the one he cared for most. Of course he cared for everyone there but one person more than the others. That persons name was Lee Donghae.

He was the sweetest, kindest, and best boyfriend that Kibum had ever had. He practically glowed wherever he went. He looked so pure and innocent, which was a reason why Kibum agreed to go out with him in the first place.

He constantly watched that video because he felt the lyrics. Even if the lyrics were in a different language if you bought the CD you would see the translations for them. He was grateful for that fact since he couldn’t understand as much as someone like Donghae does. He understands how the lyrics are sentimental due to the translations.

Not only are the lyrics sentimental Kibum had said the same words before. Not in the same order or anything but he had said something along the same lines.
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“Kibum-ah~!”

Kibum lifted his head from the book he was reading, “What is it?”

“I’m bored.” Donghae pouted sitting down next to him on the couch.

Kibum looked back to his book but he didn’t continue reading. He just stared at the page, “Is that so?”

“Yes.”

Kibum looked up slowly from his book and stared at Donghae. Kibum nearly covered his eyes with his hand for a second there. It could have possibly been because of the sun but he looked so innocent, so cute, so wonderful and so angel like that Kibum decided, that Donghae was a special boy and that he should never let go of him. He had a feeling that if he did it wouldn’t be the right choice.

Kibum placed his book on the other side that Donghae wasn’t sitting on then he looked back up at Donghae as he placed his hand on Donghae’s who’s hand was placed on Kibum’s thigh. Kibum turned so that he was sitting sideways on the couch with his legs in a crisscrossed position and Donghae did the same so that they were facing each other.

“I have a question for you.” Kibum said firmly.

“What is it?” Donghae wondered with excitement.

“Don’t be too excited.” Kibum said with a small laugh, “It’s probably not going to interest you when I say this, so don’t be too disappointed.”

“Oh, okay then… I’m still anticipating it though.”

“I’ve observed something while we have been together… Knowing our personalities… It doesn’t seem like we would get together that well but we are… I wonder why-”

“Isn’t it because we like each other?” Donghae asked with a puzzled look to his face.

“Don’t interrupt me… I was wondering why you wanted to go out with me in the first place.” Kibum asked. Donghae had been the one to initiate their relationship. Donghae came right up to Kibum and asked him straight forwardly ‘Will you go out with me?’ and Kibum had no idea why he agreed at that instant either. He knew he should have given a few days time but he said ‘okay’ right away.

“Because you glowed.” Donghae said.

Kibum couldn’t believe his ears, “Because I glowed? What does that mean?”

Donghae shrugged, “I’m not too sure what that means either but when I was talking to you kinda like we are now. I looked up at you and you looked really beautiful at that time and it made me want to protect you. So I decided to ask you out.”

“This makes no sense…” Kibum said softly with a little smile on his face.

“What do you mean? Of course none of this will make any sense… Love doesn’t have to make sense.” Donghae answered even though what Kibum was saying confused the life out of him.

“You know you being with me is life’s surprise for me. I wonder how it ever happened.” Kibum said smiling.

“Why do you say that?” Donghae asked tilting his head to the side slightly.

“Well…” Kibum said as he followed Donghae with the tilting of the head, “We’re different people who have different personalities. But for some reason we thought the same thing when it came to the idea of us dating each other.”

“What does that mean?” Donghae asked.

“It doesn’t matter if you don’t understand.” Kibum laughed as he scooted closer to Donghae placing his unoccupied hand on the side of Donghae’s neck, “All you need to know is that I love you.”

Donghae’s puzzled face was replaced with a smiling one as he leaned in and kissed Kibum lightly on the lips. Donghae shifted his position so that his back was turned to Kibum and leaned his back on Kibum’s chest with Kibum’s arms wrapped around him. “I love you too.”

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Kibum smiled and turned off his laptop. He got up off the couch leaving his laptop there. He walked toward his bedroom and as he tucked himself into bed he grabbed his cell phone from his night stand and opened it.

He quickly texted to Donghae, “You being with me is life’s surprise. I love you Donghae. The only thing that glows in my life is you.”

Kibum smiled and adjusted himself and went to bed.

(I hope this fan fiction is to your liking. I hoped you liked reading it. <333

The translations of the lyrics are from Babypbunny I forgot the site I got it off of though. I hope this is enough for credits but if you want/need the site name I guess I could try and find it again. I kinda altered the lyrics a little tiny bit. If it upsets the translator then I can change it back.)

031. Midnight Walks

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 04:53:49 GMT

Title: Midnight Walks
Start Date: June 20, 2008
End Date: June 21, 2008
Pairing: Siwon/Ryeowook
Rating: G
Word Count: 1,171
Archive: here.
Disclaimer: Alas sadly I do not own any of these people. I repeat I DO NOT own any of these people. Only the story is mine
A/N: Our Ryeowook’s birthday is today. This fic is for him. Wishing him a happy birthday. I hope his birthday celebration was fun. I hope he’s well and I hope for better things to happen to him in the future~!
Summary: Today is a special day isn’t it? Ryeowook feels like going out at midnight for a walk. How is he going to get out when there are fans everywhere? And how come it seems that no one can remember what today is?

Link to community: miracle______
Theme Number: 31/100
Finished: 17/100

“Ryeowook-ah, it’s almost midnight.

“Yeah I know that. But can’t we?” Ryeowook asked putting down his sheet music and looked at Siwon with all eyes.

“It’s really late though.” Siwon frowned a little but looked away once Ryeowook had on his pleading puppy like eyes, “Okay then. Only for an hour though.”

“Yay~!” Ryeowook shouted out in happiness and walked out the door with Siwon following him slowly.

After Ryeowook opened the door both of them poked their heads out to see if there were fans guarding the outside of their dorm like they always did. Hopefully the fans wouldn’t camp out in front of the gates like that. It was dangerous for girls to be out this late and camping out in front of the dorm is also as dangerous. But as usual the fans were out there.

“What are we going to do now?” Ryeowook asked Siwon.

“I guess we can’t go for a walk today.” Siwon said as he started to walk off but Ryeowook caught the back of his shirt.

“Hyung~” Ryeowook said with a little whiny sound to his voice.

“But what am I supposed to do about that?” Siwon asked.

“I don’t know. You can figure something out. Can’t you?” Ryeowook asked.

Siwon frowned once again and looked out at the fans that were waiting outside.

Ryeowook stared at Siwon and waited for him to say something.

“Wait, what’s Hankyung hyung doing?” Siwon asked Ryeowook as he pointed at Hankyung who was walking out of the building and towards the fans.

“I think he’s telling the fans something.” Ryeowook said as he strained to hear what Hankyung was talking about with the fans but then after a few seconds of talking the fans started leaving one at a time. “It looks like he told the fans to go back home.”

“Your right.” Siwon said as he watched Hankyung’s actions.

Ryeowook slowly looked out toward the street and saw many fans get into cars and drive off. It seems like Hankyung was waiting to see that everyone was gone until he went inside.

Once all the fans were gone Hankyung turned around and gave a small smile along with a wink. It didn’t even seem like a wink though. Depending on how you looked at it, the wink seemed like just a blink. Since Hankyung looked away in ½ a second it seemed as if all he was doing was turning his head. Ryeowook took note of it but he thought nothing of it.

“Hankyung Hyung is gone.” Ryeowook said grabbing Siwon’s hand to follow him, “Let’s go.”

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“Ahh~ This is nice.” Ryeowook said smiling as he reached a nearby park, “It’s been a long time since I’ve had a nice walk without anything to bother me.”

Siwon nodded, “Me too.”

Ryeowook walked over and sat down on the swings. He stared to swing himself slowly back and forth.

Siwon watched Ryeowook swing back and forth on the swings, “Are you happy?” Siwon asked smiling.

Ryeowook looked up smiling, “Of course I am.”

Siwon nodded and sat down next to Ryeowook in another swing, “You know you shouldn’t keep doing this.”

Ryeowook looked at Siwon and nodded, “I know but seeing as how we’re so busy and everything we hardly ever get any free time to ourselves. And when we do get free time it’s usually spent in the house playing around with games. We can’t get any fresh air because the fans are right in front of our hostel.”

Siwon made another face but this one was mixed with frustration and understanding, “But still. It’s dangerous to go out like this. You always go out around midnight to buy food or to get just a walk.”

“That’s because it’s the only time that I’m not noticed as much. If I were to go out in broad daylight then there would be a ton of people hanging all over me.” Ryeowook said.

Siwon nodded, “I guess so. But you should still have someone with you.”

“I’m already 22 I’m not a kid anymore.” Ryeowook stated with a little pouty face.

“Oh, that’s right. I forgot.” Siwon said with a little laugh.

Ryeowook pouted once again after a few seconds his face became bright and un-pouty again, “Hyung, do you know what today is?”

Siwon shook his head, “No what’s today?”

“Do you really not know what today is?” Ryeowook asked. He felt hurt, today was one of the most important days of his life. He thought that all the members knew it was his birthday but he wasn’t to sure now.

“Why what’s today?” Siwon asked.

“No, it’s nothing.” Ryeowook said as he got up off the swing. “We should start heading home now.”

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“SURPRISE!”

Ryeowook jumped away from the door out of fright, “What is this?”

Donghae, Kyuhyun, Zhoumi, Hankyung, and Henry were lined up almost shoulder to shoulder. Every one of them had a noise maker either in their mouth or in their hand except for Zhoumi who was holding a cake up. All of them had hats on their heads as well to give it more of a party feel. Behind them there were streamers put up and balloons were put up as well. All of them were singing happy birthday to Ryeowook. They each sang in various languages. Zhoumi and Hankyung sang in Chinese, Kyuhyun, Donghae, and Siwon sang in Korean and Henry sang in English.

“It’s a surprise party for you.” Siwon said from somewhere behind Ryeowook once the singing was over.

“Wait so you did know what today was.” Ryeowook stated.

“Now could he not know?” Hankyung asked with a smile.

“How could anyone not know?” Kyuhyun stated smiling.

Zhoumi who was holding a small cake smiled that bright smile of his and said, “Here’s your cake.”

Henry joined in with the smiling and said happily, “Blow out the candles!”

Ryeowook smiled and blew out the candles. His eyes were a little teary because he thought that no one knew that it was his birthday today. He felt so touched that he nearly cried out loud.

“Happy Birthday Ryeowook~!” Everyone shouted as everyone threw confetti in the air.

“Speech! Speech! Speech!” Donghae shouted loudly.

Everyone became quiet for the moment and Ryeowook opened his mouth to talk, “Everyone, thank you for your gifts and for throwing me this party. I’m so happy that everyone remembers that it was my birthday. It’s been almost 3 years since we’ve debuted together and it’s been only 2-3 months of our debut in China with Zhoumi and Henry. We’ve come a long way. Thanks for letting me lean on you. Thanks for always being there for me.” In the middle of his speech the tears he had started flowing down his cheeks, “Thank you so much.”

“Awww.” Everyone said as they ran forward and hugged Ryeowook one by one.

Around all the commotion Ryeowook heard all of them teasing him for crying and were all wishing him happy birthday.

“Happy Birthday Ryeowook!”

(Our Ryeowook’s birthday is today! I’m so happy for him! He’s 21 years old. I know in the fic I wrote 22 the reason why I did is because he’s 22 in Korean/Chinese age. But over here in America he’s 21. He’s growing up so well (he’s not even my son but it feels like I’m talking to him like my son, huh?). He’s becoming more mature, sexy, handsome, and wonderful. Keep up the good work and work hard, our Ryeowook, alright? I love you Ryeowook~!)

070. Thunderstorm

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 01:01:57 GMT

Title: Thunderstorm
Date: May 30, 2008
Pairing: Kangin/Sungmin
Rating: PG? PG 13?
Word Count: 1,922
Archive: here.
Disclaimer: Alas sadly I do not own any of these people. I repeat I DO NOT own any of these people. Only the story is mine
A/N: This was made for my lovely dongseang May who had yet to get a real LJ account. Sorry ahead of time if you don’t like it. Oh and this is for her birthday~ Happy birthday May~~
Summary: A thunderstorm is let lose. What will Sungmin do to calm it down? What has Kangin done to make it lose?

Link to community: miracle______
Theme Number: 70/100
Finished: 16/100

There was no cloud in the sky it was all blue and no clouds.

Sungmin stepped into the hostel where he was staying and was surprised to see someone in the hostel. Everyone is busy practicing what they were best with. Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were off in China promoting their album. Yesung was having his vocals checked just in case there was something wrong with it. We wouldn’t want Yesung to strain his voice seeing as how he was one of the three main vocalists of the group. Plus they were also warming up his voice so that wouldn’t crack during the performance later on. EunHyuk was practicing his dancing in the studio. Since everyone who roomed with Sungmin in the same hostel was out, why would Kangin be here?

Sungmin watched the older man stare out the window while sitting down on the couch. He seemed to be in deep thought but his eyebrows were furrowed in a frustrated look.

‘It looks like hyung is in deep thought.’ Sungmin thought. Then suddenly he recalled a memory that had happened earlier on in the day.

Along with that thought a couple clouds started rolling in.

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Sungmin skipped though the hallways to dance practice. Once he reached the studio he stopped in front of the door when he heard some mumbling coming from the room. Sungmin pressed his ear close to the door and listened.

“Hyung.” Sungmin easily recognized his voice. The voice came from Kangin. Sungmin loved the sound of his voice. He loved everything about it. It sounded manly, calm, loving, and just absolutely wonderful.

“Yes Youngwoon?” Sungmin could tell who said these words instantly as well. It was the sound of someone he was most jealous of. The one that had Kangin to himself the one that was always happily in Kangin’s arms all the time. It was Leeteuk’s voice.

There was silence in the studio and outside the studio as well. Sungmin knew it was wrong to eavesdrop but he couldn’t help but listen in.

“What is it Youngwoon?” Leeteuk asked.

“Hyung… I’m sorry.”

“What are you talking about?”

“You know that I love you right?”

“Of course I know. I love you too.”

Sungmin cringed when he listened to this. He couldn’t help but feel even more jealous. He wanted to be the one in Leeteuk’s place the one to be told I love you by Kangin.

“I…” Kangin said before he stopped for a long silence period.

There was a small laugh that sounded a bit nervous, “Youngwoon… Spit it out.”

“You know that I wouldn’t hurt you intentionally right…? You know that I love you and I would never want to hurt you… right?”

Sungmin accepted the fact that Kangin could never be with anyone else but Leeteuk. They were perfect for each other. Sungmin wanted both of them to be happy because he loved them both. He wanted to see Kangin happy, and if being with Leeteuk made him happy he would be happy with that.

“I know that.” Leeteuk said and from the sound of his voice there was a smile in it, “So what are you trying to say?”

There was another long silence through out the studio. Sungmin held his breath. He knew that he shouldn’t be doing what he was doing but if it involved Kangin he had to be there.

Kangin interrupted the silence, “I… I-I want to break up...”

Sungmin’s heart stopped when he heard this. How could Kangin want to break up? Sungmin felt jealous of Leeteuk but he felt that the best person out there for Kangin was Leeteuk and no one else. Not even Sungmin himself.

Silence rung through out the studio once more.

“What are you talking about?” Leeteuk asked breaking the silence inside his voice there was a sting of hurt in it.

Kangin stayed quiet and didn’t say anything.

From outside the studio you could hear a heavy breath. “You’re… You’re in love with someone else… aren’t you…? …Who is it?” You could hear from the sound if the words that Leeteuk’s voice had a watery feel to it. He had started tearing.

How could Kangin be in love with someone else? Leeteuk is the perfect lover. How could Kangin be in love with someone else? Sungmin felt hurt listening to it. He has to experience another person being in love with Kangin. He would have been fine if it had been Leeteuk but if it was someone else then he couldn’t bear it.

Sungmin couldn’t stand hearing anything else any longer so he turned around and ran out of the building.

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Sungmin watched as the man he loved sigh heavily. At that moment Sungmin wanted to run to him and ask for his forgiveness. He felt that everything he did was his fault. It was his fault for not keeping Kangin happy.

Sungmin was in love with Kangin and Kangin had no idea.

Dark clouds started forming around the atmosphere showing signs of a thunderstorm.

“Sungmin-ah.” Kangin called to him when he noticed that Sungmin had walked in.

“Hyung, what are you doing here?” Sungmin asked. He tried to keep his voice level with every ounce of strength in his body.

“Oh, I heard that you’d be here by yourself today so I came here to give you some company.” Kangin smiled.

“Oh.” Sungmin said with a slight quiver to his voice. He had hoped that Kangin didn’t hear but he did.

“Are you okay?” Kangin asked with his eye brows furrowed.

“Yeah I’m fine…. I-I just feel tired.”

Kangin furrowed his eyebrows once again and moved his hand to touch Sungmin’s forehead.

In that instant Sungmin’s face became burning hot red, “H-hyung, I’m fine. You don’t have to do that.”

“You’re burning up.”

The thunderstorm has started to pick up speed.

“Ah hyung! I said I’m fine!”

“Okay you don’t have to yell at me.” Kangin said giving a little pouty look.

“Ah, I’m sorry hyung I didn’t mean to.” Sungmin said.

“…Actually Sungmin, I’m here to tell you something.”

Sungmin’s heart stopped. He must want to ask for advice about the thing with Leeteuk. The thunder clouds are getting bigger and bigger.

“What is it hyung?” Sungmin asked in the calmest voice he could muster.

“Let’s sit down and talk.” Kangin said walking over to the couch and sat down Sungmin sat down with him.

“So what did you want to talk about?” Sungmin asked.

“…I broke up with Jungsu.”

The clouds have started getting darker and bigger.

“Really?” Sungmin asked trying his hardest to sound sincere, “I thought you were happy with him though.”

“I was but then I found someone else that made me happier.”

“Oh, really?” Sungmin felt so much pain. He couldn’t bear it. Kangin couldn’t see it… Kangin couldn’t see that Sungmin was in love with him. Why?

“Yeah… But I don’t know how to express it to this person.”

Sungmin nodded his head to what Kangin was saying. He tried to calm himself down in order to give Kangin the advice he wanted to but he couldn’t.

“Hyung… I think you should ask someone else about this.” Sungmin told Kangin.

“Why?” Kangin asked bewildered, “You’re the only person I can tell.”

Sungmin stood up and stood with his back to Kangin.

The thunderstorm was let lose. It started raining and pouring. The thunder and lightning was loud and roaring around the whole place.

“Why?! Why is it only me?” Sungmin asked, “How can you only ask me? Can’t you see?”

Kangin didn’t say anything. Sungmin stared at the ground; he felt something hot streaming down his face.

“Why?” Sungmin asked, “I’m always here for you and this is how you repay me? How could you treat me this way? Don’t you see that it hurts?”

“Sungmin…”

“Hyung! How could you come to me and ask for advice? Can’t you see that it hurt that I’m in love with you?”

“Sungmin…” Kangin said softly. From behind Sungmin can hear Kangin shifting off the couch.

Sungmin looked up from the ground when he felt soft arms wrap around him.

“Sungmin…” Kangin whispered ever so softly in his ear, “I had no idea that you would be this mad at me.”

“Hyung… I’ve loved you even longer than Jungsu hyung has.” Sungmin said, “Don’t you see? I’ve loved you for a long time but I had to accept the fact that you were happy with Jungsu hyung. I was happy seeing you happy. But when I heard that you broke up with him and were in love with someone else I couldn’t stand it. I don’t want to see you in love with another person. It just hurts…”

There was a small pause for silence. You could hear the cars from outside and you could hear Sungmin sniffing a little from crying.

“You didn’t let me finish talking before you burst out yelling at me.” Kangin said still whispering in Sungmin’s ear.

“I’m sorry hyung….” Sungmin had clamed down a little from getting everything out of his system.

“Now turn around and face me properly.” Kangin said as he loosened his grip a little on Sungmin but his arms were still around him, “Now I can look at you properly.”

Sungmin turned around to face him but he couldn’t lift his head up. He felt ashamed for what he was doing. He knew it was wrong to loose his temper with his hyung. He knew that Kangin wouldn’t love him the way he did. He knew that the way he was acting was childish. He knew that the way he said that he was only happy when Kangin was happy was not true. Even though he knew all this he still continued to cry.

“Shh Sungmin,” Kangin said bringing Sungmin’s face to look up as he wiped away his tears, “Hyung is here…”

Sungmin couldn’t help but cry. Kangin didn’t seem to help either since Kangin was the reason why Sungmin was crying.

Suddenly at one point where Sungmin’s eyes were closed and his mouth was open to let out a sob Kangin invaded his lips with his own. Sungmin’s eyes opened up in shock. What was Kangin doing?

Kangin pulled away, “This is the reason why I wanted to talk to you about it. It’s because the one that I’ve fallen in love with is you.”

Sungmin’s eyes grew even wider if that was even possible.

“Sungmin, I’m in love with you.”

Sungmin felt hot tears run down his face for the second time that day.

“Ah~! Sungmin~~ Why are you crying again?” Kangin said with a smile on his lips as he wiped away the tears.

“H-Hyung~!” Sungmin said with his cute watery voice as he wrapped his arms around Kangin’s neck. Kangin laughed and wrapped his arms around Sungmin’s small waist.

Kangin pulled away from Sungmin slightly and kissed his forehead. After he kissed it he pressed his forehead to Sungmin’s so that they were staring into each others eyes. “I’m sorry for not realizing it sooner. I’m sorry for letting you feel such pain. I’ll try not to do it again.”

Sungmin giggled softly as Kangin pressed their lips together for another kiss.

Once the kiss broke Sungmin giggled again as Kangin pressed their foreheads together once more, “I love you.” Sungmin said to him.

“I love you too.” Kangin smiled.

With that smile of his he calmed down the thunderstorm that was harsh and heavy into a beautiful colorful rainbow.

ZhouMi Claims

Mon, 26 May 2008 03:35:44 GMT

Zhoumi is so wonderful he is the Chinese version of Eunhyuk and Yesung put together seeing as how Zhoumi raps Eunhyuk's part in U and he is in a vocalist trio with Kyuhyun and Ryeowook In Super Junior M. Making him just love.

His voice melts my heart but Yesung's is still better to me. Zhoumi is my number two. Yesung shall always be my number one.

ZhouMi❤, let's create the perfect crime. ღ I steal your heart, and you steal mine ღ

stop banging my head → ZhouMi ❤彡

When I'm with [ ZhouMi ]
it feels like I'm in
heaven ☆☆☆

Watch the night turn into day,
dance on the Milky Way,
[ ZhouMi ], melt me with your eyes,
my star boy rules the skies

⇨ZhouMi⇦, ☆★let's flip a coin★☆ ♪ if it's h e a d s, we'll be together †forever† ♪ if it's t a i l s, we'll flip it again ♥

ZhouMi is forever flawless

♥ { ZhouMi} holds my heart !!! ♥ ★

'ZhouMi' was born to be loved by me ★

With 'ZhouMi' life couldn't get better ♪

[ZhouMi] you are my sunshine, my only sunshine ☼

『ZhouMi』 is the reason I

ZhouMi love me and i'll die as a happy girl

☆★ZhouMi★☆, your music saves my soul

ZhouMi rocks my world... ♥

《 The one name carved in my heart 【ZhouMi】 ★...it will always belong to him...★ 》

And I am telling you I'm not going
【ZhouMi】 is the best man I'll ever know
There's no way I can ever go
No, no, no, no way I'm livin' without him

Me and 彡彡 {ZhouMi} 彡彡 are up where the blue birds fly~

●★☆「ZhouMi 」☆★●
whenever you're on tour
i listen to your voice messages
just to hear your voice

I'm addicted to »»Zhoumi's«« love

★Proud to be『ZhouMi 's』Flawless!! 彡

.s.m.t.o.w.n. 彡 i s ☆ L O V E Z h o u m i → i s ✿ e.t.e.r.n.a.l 「 L O V E

Icons for everyone~~

Sun, 25 May 2008 03:01:34 GMT

I've created a few icons.
I don't think they're really any good and someone else can do better than me. (Seeing as how I don't have any good computer programs to have fun with like photoshop.)
But I thought I would share these with the people who come to my journal often.

All of them are from Super Junior M's MV U.

46 x Icons
8 x DongHae
8 x HanKyung
12 x Henry
4 x KyuHyun
4 x RyeoWook
3 x SiWon
4 x ZhouMi
2 x SiWon & DongHae
1 x RyeoWook & ZhouMi

Teasers~~

1.    2.    3.

4.    5. 6.

7.    8.    9.

10. 11.12.

13. 14. 15.
16. 17. 18.

19. 20. 21.

22. 23. 24.

25. 26. 27.

28. 29. 30.

31. 32. 33.

34. 35. 36.

37. 38. 39.

40. 41. 42.

43. 44. 45.

46.

(The reason why there are so many of Henry is because him playing the violin is just love<333.
I couldn't get good screen shots of RyeoWook, KyuHyun, ZhouMi and SiWon. T-T If I could then I would have made so much more.
Well Enjoy~~
Please credit if you are taking.)

Yesung Claims ^______^

Sun, 25 May 2008 01:59:11 GMT

This man is just too wonderful not to claim. For those of you who don't know who my favorite member is yet you'll find out now. :D

Yesung~~ He is just love. His smile is wonderful, his voice is wonderful, his face is wonderful, his personality is wonderful, his whole self is wonderful.
Yesung ❤, let's create the perfect crime. ღ I steal your heart, and you steal mine ღ

★「 In SUMMER ∞ The s u n shines brightly upon me as » ░ Yesung ░ « give me a piggyback ride along the beach, then whisper to my ears " 사랑해 " ♥ 」★

stop banging my head → Yesung ❤彡

Watch the night turn into day,
dance on the Milky Way,
[ Yesung ], melt me with your eyes,
my star boy rules the skies

On a RAiNY NiGHT ;
I RUNAWAY from my CRAZY LIFE to free my WILD SOUL !!
But, Yesung came to me and say ,
" Will you be MY GIRLFRIEND ? "

⇨Yesung ⇦, ☆★let's flip a coin★☆ ♪

if it's h e a d s, we'll be together †forever†
♪ if it's t a i l s, we'll flip it again ♥

♥ { Yesung} holds my heart !!! ♥

★ 'Yesung' was born to be loved by me ★

→ Yesung ← Baby, I like you like that.
★ Yesung ★ ♫ anywhere you go, I will be there ♥

[Yesung] you are my sunshine, my only sunshine ☼『Yesung』 is the reason I
YeSung love me and i'll die as a happy girl

just because;Yesung

Me and 彡彡 {Yesung } 彡彡 are up where the blue birds fly~

I ~~don't~~ feel guilty for changing my teddy bear's name to Yesung.

Yesung is my Prince Charming

♫ I know you, I've walked with you once upon a dream ♫

[Yesung ] and I love to watch the clouds together for hours on end to see if we can spot a heart-shaped one.

♥Yesung♥
eight billion people,
eight billion souls but sometimes,
all I need is ONE

× × I cαη sτïιι rememb೯г tн೯ ժαy ೞн೯η
「「 YeSung 」」 ƒïгst ೞon my н೯αrτ.
Oη th೯ нïιιsïd೯ ೞн೯г೯ ೞ೯ ιαy,
н೯ sαïd ೞ೯ n೯v೯г ೞould pαгτ.☂ × ×

they always say there are
plenty more fish in the sea,
well Yesung will always be my nemo

「Yesung」 is better than chocolate

[♥Yesung ♥] you're the detective so come solve my mystery

「 ☆彡 ★Yesung★ is my shining☆star ミ★ 」

{ Yesung }
there's nothing in the world better than you 【♥】

★ Yesung ★ is always be my L.O.V.E.❤ Forever ♫

staying with 【Yesung】
★★under the starry sky★★
is the second best thing
knowing him is the firstღ

My Summer Love [ Yesung ]
Yesung → i'm forever with you
I'm sorry, Yesung . I can't help but be clingy when I'm with you, love.
"I love all the stars in the sky, but they are nothing compared to the ones in your beautiful eyes!" ~ Yesung

Yesung is my Wonder Boy →

❇彡「Yesung」 ; I will support you f o r e v e r~ even if the the rest of the world turns its back on you

[Yesung ] sing to me the song i love to hear.
the one you wrote just for me

.

[ Yesung ]

[Yesung] 》 Everytime I see you... I fall in love all over again.

he's an Angel, I'm a Devil,
yet I'd still soar to broad daylight
just to be with ♡Yesung♡;;

When you look up → ADDICTION ← in the dictionary
Next to it you see:
●:..｡o○☆[◄Yesung►]☆○o｡..:●

♥ Yesung, you are so gorgeous!

I’m Just a PRISONER OF ❤L.O.V.E❤ of ➡ [Yesung]

i [wake up] to Yesung 's [heartbeat] in the morning.

There are plenty of fish in the sea,
but ★ Yesung ★ is the only one for me.

No matter where Yesung is, I'm forever in his heart

One thousand years of tears will drench my heart
No matter how many times I'm reborn
Until I can meet Yesung again...

» Yesung « → knows how to make me squirm ♥

[Yesung] Can you be my summer HOST ♥forever?♥

Within my Heart
I hold things close. But,
Yesung
is the one I love the most.

« Yesung »the symbol of what I called 'perfection'~♬

★ Yesung ★
Baby ♥ , you drive me insane

｡ Concert tickets: $25 ｡
｡ Newest album: $15.99 ｡
｡ Yesung's Love: priceless ｡

i was having a [conversation] with Yesung
when he said: Let's flip a coin...
HEADS you're mine,
TAILS I'm yours.

「 Yesung 」 You can be my hero and I'll be your heroine.

I was born to tell you I love you ✪ → Yesung ←

§ Yesung is inside and out. ●•.

Yesung n. 1. love , 2. all that I want

Eventhough we're separated from the
☆rainbow☆
that ties us both together, say I love you
Yesung's voice is my rainbow

I'd cross the sky just to reach it

I tried GOOGLING the word SEXY, but all the appeared was: Are you sure you weren't looking for [Yesung]?

예성 is my 요리왕

My daily rants are about Yesung

【Yesung】
Good morning sunshine,
you’re my only light
Lying with me by my side

『Yesung』
If you were my king
I would be your queen

Being the dork I am,
I shouted Yesung's name in public.

I'm Yesung's #1 Stalker!

Yesung is all I've waited for, and I could not ask for more

I will sell my soul for →something pure and true←
Someone like ♥『Yesung』♥

Yesung :D
I'll be the one to hold you ♡
and make sure you'll be alright
cause my faith is gone
and i want to take it from darkness to light

BACK OFF!!!
KIM JONGWOON 'S MINE!

-without Yesung my life is incomplete

Yesung is a damn good reason for the sun to shine

No, you can't find cooler guy than Yesung is. BUT GET OFF BITCH! He's all mine !

I signed my s o u l away to ⌈ Yesung ⌋ and I don't regret it one bit ☆

{Yesung}'s Love is like a serial killer and i'm his innocent victim

°Yesung°
If I were your puppy,
I would only care about your feelings perfectly
& cuddle close to you.

∴Yesung∴
If I were your puppy,
I would obediently fawn over you
& give you a lot of love.
Yesung is my sugar rush

♥ Yesung ♥ I love you baby & I’m never gonna stop

♥ His voice, his looks, his personality, his love. Yesung is just perfect. He is so alsjfhlaoejgri;algja ♥
NO, NO, NO. I'M NOT OBSESSED.

I'm your little b u t t e r f l y, Yesung ★

⌈Yesung⌋ wants to «music» with me.

proud to say that I LOVE YESUNG
❤❤ I don't care how many people you're allowing me to claim... I only want ONE and that's 『Yesung 』 ❤❤

I'm addicted to »»Yesung's«« love

I signed my s o u l away to ⌈ Yesung ⌋ and I don't regret it one bit ☆

《SUPER JUNIOR》 Kim Jong Woon, 그댄 나의 전부☆

Yesung is my music, my love & destiny

⌈ My love for ♡Yesung♡ is i m m e a s u r a b l e ⌉

Yesung
You mean everything to me.
I'm nothing without you, my babe~ ♥

Your 』 love 』 is like o x y g e n ◄ Yesung ► ‼

Yesung:
Wherever I am, Whatever I'm doing,
I can NEVER STOP THINKING about YOU.

there are times, Yesung, i wish i had never set eyes on you,
because every look makes me fall in love with you more,
and make it so i cannot live without you.

052. Cake

Sun, 11 May 2008 08:01:26 GMT

Title: Cake
Date: May 10, 2008
Pairing: SungMin/DongHae
Rating: PG-16? Kinda on the verge of NC-17?
Word Count: 1,016
Archive: here.
Disclaimer: Alas sadly I do not own any of these people. I repeat I DO NOT own any of these people. Only the story is mine
A/N: Hehe~ SungMin and DongHae together are just the cutest! I really love how cute they are together and AHH! They’re just awesome. :DD
Summary: DongHae is coming back from China! SungMin wishes to prepare something for him and he prepares a cake. Will the cake be a success? If it is will DongHae like it?

Link to community: miracle______
Theme Number: 52/100
Finished: 15/100

SungMin gave a bright smile as he jumped around the kitchen. “DongHae’s coming over to visit!” SungMin was so excited to see DongHae. He had not seen DongHae for a long time since DongHae was constantly in China promoting their album.

SungMin looked through the kitchen in order to find something to do for the time being. DongHae would be back in Korea in a few hours.

SungMin’s eyes searched the cupboard for something to eat or make. His eyes landed on a box of cake mix. His eyes became wide as he came up with an idea, “I’ll make DongHae a cake!” SungMin’s eyes looked up at the clock to see how many more minutes it would be until DongHae came home. There was plenty of time.

SungMin mixed everything he needed to mix together and placed it into the oven once he finished pouring it into the cake pan.

SungMin smiled and brushed his hands off and looked at the time again. “DongHae is going to be home soon… I hope DongHae likes it.”

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SungMin dozed off for a few minutes while waiting for the cake to finish. SungMin’s head hit the table with a small thump making him wake up.

Glancing at the clock SungMin became wide awake. He ran toward the oven he hurriedly pulled on some oven mitts and pulled the cake pan out of the oven.

SungMin gave a sigh of relief, “It’s still okay.” SungMin gave a smile.

He set the cake down and started to frost the cake. A pan that was in the sink crashed with a loud noise making SungMin jump 2 feet in the air. “Omo! That scared me.” SungMin put down the spatula he was using and ran into his room to get his MP3 player, “Now it won’t be too quiet in here.” SungMin stuck the mp3 player into the speaker box and started listening to music.

While making pretty decorations on the cake SungMin sang along to the songs. SungMin had cut up some strawberries and placed them on the cake. The frosting that SungMin had used was pink which was decorated with white dollops around the top of the cake and white lines were circling around the sides of the cake.

“Yay! It’s finished.” SungMin smiled feeling very proud of himself, “I really hope that DongHae likes it.”

SungMin decided to start cleaning up the pans and plates he had used so that the kitchen would look cleaner when DongHae came.

SungMin dried up his hands and looked at the cake again, “Will DongHae like it?”

“I do like it.” DongHae said from behind. SungMin nearly jumped out of his skin but was stopped from doing so since DongHae wrapped his arms around SungMin from behind.

“DongHae!” SungMin said happily turning his head slightly to see DongHae place his chin on SungMin’s shoulder.

“I’m home hyung~” DongHae whispered into SungMin’s ear.

SungMin nearly feel to the ground in happiness, “When did you get here? I didn’t hear you come in.”

“I came in a few minutes ago.” DongHae said breathing into SungMin’s ear lightly, “Mhmm~~ Hyung you smell nice.”

SungMin blushed a small shade of red, “It’s because I was making a cake.”

DongHae chuckled lightly and said, “Hyung I’m hungry.”

“Then have some of the cake I made you.” SungMin said as he moved to grab a knife but DongHae wouldn’t let him go.

“Mhmm~~”

SungMin felt something warm and wet against his cheek. SungMin blushed slightly realizing that it was DongHae’s tongue on his cheek.

“You had some frosting on your cheek.” DongHae said.

“Ah, DongHae!” SungMin said a little embarrassed from what had just happened. Even though he was embarrassed he couldn’t help but like it. It was only the two of them in the kitchen and the only person that was in SungMin’s heart was DongHae.

DongHae smiled, “Our hyung has gotten a little shy ever since I left.”

SungMin blushed a little but he shook it off, “DongHae have some of the cake I made for you. You said you were hungry right?”

DongHae nodded as SungMin slipped his way out of DongHae’s grasp to get a knife to cut the cake.

SungMin cut the cake and gave the piece of cake to DongHae.

“How is it?” SungMin asked hoping that the taste was good.

DongHae nodded slowly with a smile on his lips he said, “Hyung this is good. It’s tasty.”

“Yay! I’m happy to hear that.” SungMin said happily.

“But…” DongHae said putting down his spoon.

SungMin watched DongHae walk over toward him. SungMin wondered what was happening but couldn’t figure out what.

“I think…” DongHae said as he hooked his fingers into SungMin’s belt loops, “I think you’d taste even better than the cake.”

SungMin placed his hands on DongHae’s chest as DongHae pulled him in for a kiss. The kiss was small and passionate. It was a loving kiss but there were hints of lust in it as well.

DongHae pulled away slightly licking his lips, “I thought so. You taste even better.”

SungMin’s breath was uneasy and his heart beat faster. SungMin saw DongHae smile that little smile of his and it made SungMin’s knees buckle. Never the less SungMin smiled as well.

SungMin wrapped his arms around DongHae and said into DongHae’s chest, “I missed you.”

“I missed you too.” DongHae smiled with his hands softly caressing SungMin’s lower back.

SungMin shivered at DongHae’s touch, seeing this DongHae smiled and pulled SungMin in for another kiss. This one lasted a lot longer than the first one that had happened that day.

DongHae broke their kiss and grabbed SungMin’s hand pulling the other into SungMin’s room.

Once they were inside the room SungMin pressed himself up against DongHae for another kiss. This was kiss was hotter, even more passionate and even more lustful than their other kisses.

Their hands wandered inside and around their clothing. SungMin’s shirt came off first then DongHae’s.

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Meanwhile in the kitchen the cake that sat on the table that was half eaten was forgotten.

SJM ^_____^

Sat, 03 May 2008 19:06:45 GMT

More fangirling of SJM again. xDD [No fan fictions until next week maybe then my imagination will come back to me. I hope you guys read my last fan fiction if not I hope you read the little intro thingy at least. If you did then you know exactly what happened to my imagination.]

Actually these are reviews of there songs that are in Korean. As you all may know they released a Korean version of the Album where there are 3 extra songs in it and they're in Korean! They translated Me, At Least I Still Have You, and Love Song.

I've downloaded these songs but I will purchase it later on in life since I really want to support my oppas in everything they do. I won't provide a download link for any songs since I want you to support them. I'm sure that Super Junior wouldn't want you to download their songs. So do what they would want you to. Its only $12.99 in US dollars. Very cheap compared to the other versions from Taiwan, and Hong Kong which are around $17.99.

These track numbers of these songs start at 13 then ends at 15 [is there a special reason as to why there are 15 tracks? Maybe I'm thinking too much of it but if you add in Henry and ZhouMi into Super Junior then there will be 15. Then again I'm thinking too much of it]. The other songs are in order as to how I reviewed them before those are the official track numbers.

13. Me - I understand this song a lot better than the one in Chinese since I can understand a little bit of Korean. It sounds really nice and really cool in Korean. I guess its because I'm so used to listening to the Mandarin version of the song it sounds really weird. I can hear ZhouMi singing in this one since his accent is there. Henry I'm not to sure since I don't hear him speaking much so I'm not sure which one he is. I can really hear KyuHyun's and RyeoWook's voice. When they say 'It's gonna be me.~" I can hear RyeoWook's voice over powering everyone else's voice. I wonder how weird it must be for Henry to be singing in two different languages that he isn't fluent in. I guess it must be okay since he has his members to show him the right way and everything. I really love how RyeoWook says, "I'm loving you~~!"
It's gonna be me~~ <333

14. At Least I Still Have You - This song is really pretty no matter what language it is in. Its so soothing to listen to and it sounds like you could fall asleep to this song when you listen to it at night. In this song KyuHyun's voice seems to over power everyone else. ZhouMi's pronunciation is really good. So is Henry's it sounds really nice. The song does sound kind of weird since I'm really used to listening to the song in Mandarin. RyeoWook's voice is so powerful! I really love it since is sounds really sweet. Henry should have gotten more lines. This is a very sweet song I really love how it sounds.

15. Love Song - Ahhh~~~ Its such a cute sounding song! It sounds very bouncy and cute. This seems like its just right for DongHae to sing. I can imagine DongHae singing this song while bouncing around. Ah I said before that this song matches RyeoWook a lot since his voice sounds so adorable in this song! RyeoWook is so good at controling his voice, he can make it sound very charismatic and manly at one time then at another he can make it sound so cute and innocent in another moment! This song doesn't really sound that different from the other song. It doesn't have that awkward feel to it. Its really bouncy and sounds really fun. Kyaaaa~~~ Sounds so adorable!

058. Lies, SiWon/SiWon

Sat, 03 May 2008 07:19:47 GMT

Title: Lies
Date: May 2, 2008
Pairing: SiWon/SiWon
Rating: G or is it PG?
Word Count: 939
Archive: here.
Disclaimer: Alas sadly I do not own any of these people. I repeat I DO NOT own any of these people. Only the story is mine
A/N: This has mentions of Super Junior M. If you don’t like them then don’t read it. If you do read, don’t bash please. This fan fiction makes me sad. I think my imagination died…
Summary: SiWon finds his faults and doesn’t know what to do? What should he do?

Link to community: miracle______
Theme Number: 58/100
Finished: 14/100

SiWon looked at himself in the mirror of the bathroom in their current living space in China. His reflection stared back at him as if to burn a hole. SiWon saw his own features and saw all the imperfectness.

He didn’t have the same charisma that HanKyung had. He didn’t have the same great looks that DongHae had. He didn’t have the same wonderful singing voice that RyeoWook had. He didn’t have the same great luck that KyuHyun had. He didn’t have the same talent as Henry had while playing the violin. He didn’t have the same strength that ZhouMi had.

What was SiWon even doing in a group like this? What was the reason why he was added in the group?

SiWon heard many people say these kinds of things. He saw them online and he saw people speak them out loud. A lot of people said it in Korea and now in China people are saying it.

They often asked what the reason was as to why SiWon was placed in a large boy band group when he couldn’t really do anything…

People called his acting crap and that it didn’t look right when he acted.

“Lies…” SiWon said as he stared down into the sink as if he wanted to plunge himself in sink and drown.

“What’s the use of him? Nothing.”

“What does he do for the group? Nothing.”

“All lies.” SiWon mumbled to himself, “Even if they aren’t…”

“If he isn’t important then he should just quit while he’s ahead since he isn’t going to make it.”

“If I quit then what else am I doing to do?” SiWon asked.

“So something else that won’t be a burden to your friends, and parents.”

“Like what?” SiWon asked. Someone was speaking to him and he didn’t know what or who. The voice kept on answering him questions and telling him things.

“Why don’t you kill yourself?”

“…” SiWon didn’t say anything. He just stared at the sink.

“Your parents would be so happy that they don’t have to bother with a son like you anymore.”

“Do…. Do they really think of me as a bother…?” SiWon asked shaking. He gripped the sides of the sink for support since he felt that his legs couldn’t hole up his weight.

“Of course they do. Your friends think the same way as well. You’ve studied a lot of Chinese before most of them and yet they’re better at it than you?”

SiWon’s eyes became wide, “… You’re… right…” SiWon said barely in a whisper.

“Also you would be doing me a favor as well since I won’t have to look at that hideous face anymore.”

SiWon looked up and saw that it was his reflection talking to him.

In the next few hours the other members busted the bathroom door open to try and find SiWon who was missing for the last few hours. When the door broke open they found exactly what they had been looking for.

SiWon was laying flat on the ground motionless with his eyes wide open.

He was dead.

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SiWon woke up with a start. “Where am I??” He asked sitting up.

SiWon sat on the couch trying to get used to his surroundings. It looked like he was at their hotel in China. Some of the members were inside his room on the floor doing various things. They all jumped up with fright when they heard SiWon’s voice all of a sudden. All around the members were bags of chips and snacks with other dishes around them as well.

“We’re at home.” HanKyung said.

“You fell asleep after our party.” KyuHyun said.

“Remember? We were having a party because we were excited about having good sales for our first album here in China.” DongHae explained.

“I think you ate something weird though.” RyeoWook said, “Because you were tossing and turning in your sleep.”

“Are you okay?” ZhouMi asked, “We wouldn’t want you getting sick since we still have to do promotions together in order to get more people to like us.”

“And plus it would be scary if something happened to you since we all like you as friends and we wouldn’t want you to get sick.” Henry said.

SiWon listened to each member and shook his head to get the thoughts of his dream out of his mind.

“I see.” SiWon said out loud with a smile on his face, “So all those are just lies.”

All the members didn’t know what to say since what SiWon said didn’t make any sense to them at all.

“Maybe we shouldn’t order from this place anymore since that’s probably the thing made SiWon all weird.” RyeoWook whispered to HanKyung. HanKyung nodded and looked back at SiWon.

“All lies.” SiWon said smiling.

He realized that the things in his nightmare weren’t real and no one wanted him to leave. He remembered that every member loved him like a brother and took care of him like a brother.

His parents as well, they never thought of him as a bother. There may have been times where SiWon was bothersome to them but never all the time. After all he was human and made mistakes. His parents were proud of him for going this far in his career.

He also had many fans. SiWon realized that his fans gave him a lot of strength. They said positive things about him which makes him dismiss the things that the antis say about him.

So nothing like that could ever happen.

“They were all just lies.” SiWon smiled with a laugh in his voice, “Thank you, God.”

(T-T This fiction is most defiantly not true. I mean SiWon isn’t the type of person to do this right? Plus there is reason to put him in SJM, so none of this fan fiction is true [except the part where his members treat him as a brother is true because they do. Also the part about his family being proud of him is also true. Fans who give him strength… I hope this is true]. I love SiWon very much and I would never say anything like this to him. I really hate angsty fictions the most. T-T

We’re all fans so we must give our support to all of them. Every one of them deserves the right to feel happy and loved. No one deserves to feel like they have to die in order to make people happy.)

Hehe~

Mon, 28 Apr 2008 00:23:29 GMT

Super Junior M~~~!!!

I've finally convinced my mom to let me order something online! I'm so excited. I've ordered Super Junior M's Album. I ordered the Hong Kong Version of the CD so then I can get a folder (Is it really a folder?). But then after I ordered it I saw that there was a Korean version of the CD and that CD comes with 3 extra songs and it was a lot cheaper as well (Hong Kong Version was $18.99 and the Korean Version was $12.99).
Would I rather get a CD that came with a folder that costs $18.99 or one that comes with three extra songs that costs $12.99?? But since I ordered it already I guess I can't complain.

While I'm waiting for it to come out I'll be listening to the downloaded versions of Super Junior M. They sound really really good. I think it's worth the buy. I won't provide any links to download it since I fully support Super Junior M. I suggest you do the same.

~~Fangirling~~ Reviews on Super Junior M's CD:

01. Me - The song is really catchy and it has a nice beat. "It's gonna be me~~" I totally loved the chorus. RyeoWook's and KyuHyun's voice stand out a lot. I can't really tell the difference between the member's voices since its so different singing in Mandarin. I can only tell KyuHyun, RyeoWook, SiWon, and DongHae (Could it be because they're Korean singing in Mandarin?). I don't know. But I really love the song. Very very catchy. "It's gonna be me~"

02. U - The MV was love<333

The dance moves are just totally awesome. The vocals were just amazing as well. This song sounds really nice in Mandarin. I've see some translations for this version of U and it sounds a lot different than the Korean version but it still seems to convey the same message. KYAA~ The dance moves just killed me. I mean they're soo... sexy. They're so charismatic in this video. Especially RyeoWook, ZhouMi, KyuHyun, and DongHae. HanKyung and SiWon are always charismatic. Henry was just amazing with his violin! AHh~~ I loved ZhouMi's rapping!

03. At Least I Still Have You - watch their preformance~~~ :DDD

They are positively glowing with talent. ZhouMi looks awesome in it. AND I can tell who sings what now since they're preforming it live. I really love how ZhouMi smiles after singing. He looks totally handsome! Ahhh~~~ I'm such a fan girl over ZhouMi. RyeoWook and KyuHyung's voices~~ Homiegosh it was totally bliss listening to them. Their voices are so strong! DongHae sounds totally awesome~! Ahhhh~~~ He looks so nice in this. The effects totally make every single member glow and shine~~ SiWon and HanKyung are just totally awesome no matter what ^___________^ Henry he should get more lines~~ BUT he looks awesome as always I really love his look. I just wanna pinch his cheeks since they look so pinch-able! My sister says they look chubby she also says that he hasn't lost his baby fat in his cheeks yet.

04. Miracle - AHHH~~ I loved this song from Super Junior's debut album! It was just awesome and cute and awesome! It sounds kind of weird listening to it in Mandarin since I listened to it a lot in Korean but it doesn't really matter since its Miracle. AHH I'm so glad that KyuHyun gets to take part in this recording because he didn't get to since he was added in Super Junior during U. The 'Hey' after 'life couldn't get better' sounds so different its most likely because of how little members there are. Henry's English! You can so tell that its him saying 'I love you baby and I'm never going to stop~~' The line the KiBum says but instead Henry says it. Kyaaa~~~~ I totally loved this remake!

05. Love Song - This sounds positively cute! I bet it is. Its an upbeat song that could almost rival Miracle. I said almost. Miracle is still the best if you're looking for a cutesy song. RyeoWook's voice matches this song the best I mean it sounds so cute! But RyeoWook can change his voice to match any song. I mean he made it sound sexy and charismatic in U and he made it cutesy and sweet in Love Song. Ahhh~~~ I don't know what else to say but it'll just make you happy if you listen to it. Was this one of the songs that were made by ZhouMi? It was said that he created four of the songs is this one of them?

06. In My Arms - This is kind of a rock ballad? It sounds so soothing and nice with a little bit of rock mixed into it. It seems like it would be made for someone to sing it to the one they love before they go to sleep or something like that. RyeoWook's background vocals are just amazing as always! AHHH~ KyuHyun's 'Ohhhh~' In the end was just awesome! I think this song is also one of songs that ZhouMi made. I dunno if it is I'm just guessing what they are so do not quote me on it.

07. Don't Don - Henry's saying the words that EunHyuk said in the Korean version of Don't Don. It sounds really nice. I love both versions. This song also feels kinda awkward to listen to since I've listened to the Korean version a lot. They have Henry saying a lot of the English wording in the song but it doesn't matter since he still wins at almost anything just like ZhouMi and Super Junior. They are just pure win.

08. Marry U - AHH~ Henry with English again. The song sounds totally soothing in Mandarin as well as in Korean. I totally loved it. But once again it does sound kind of weird because I've listened to this song a lot and it was in Korean. But who cares both songs are wonderful. RyeoWook's vocals are nice also along with KyuHyun's. SiWon's vocals are wonderful as well so are HanKyung's and DongHae's! ZhouMi as well. He's always wonderful. ^__________________^

09. Happiness - Pure happiness hearing that KyuHyun could take part in this recording. Henry's rapping sounds so wonderful. They sound so wonderful harmonizing with each other and it seems like they had fun in this recording. Their voices sound really happy. I think in this song I can tell their voices apart from each other. Ahh~ Such happiness!

10. A Man In Love - This song sounds very different for some reason. It doesn't seem to sound as powerful. It has more of a gracefulness in it when its sung in Mandarin. They translated the remixed version of A Man In Love. I really liked this song. But I was hoping that Super Junior M could do 'The Last Defeat (The Girl is Mine)' That is like my favorite song ever. Anyway back to the real song that I'm supposed to be talking about. The vocals are totally awesome in this I mean the background vocals and the main vocals sound really wonderful!

11. The Moment - This song sounds really nice. I really like it. It sounds to techno and cool. I can imagine that this song could be used for a drama or something since it sounds kind of like H.I.T or Success from the drama series H.I.T. Henry rapping in English then using his violin!! It sounds so wonderful! KYAAA~~~ I totally love this song. Especially with Henry rapping in English then it come the violin solo right after its totally cool.

12. The One - Their song that was dedicated to the Olympics. It sounds so nice I totally love it. Their voices are so soothing and they sound so nice in it. It sounds like they really got into the songs and really sang it from the heart. ZhouMi's voice sounds so nice and wonderful. RyeoWook's voice once again stands out along with KyuHyun's voice. Henry's violin solo was just amazing! Just pure love! SiWon, HanKyung and DongHae are always perfect. DongHae's Mandarin sounds like its gotten really good but I heard that when they were recording the songs they were really strict on pronunciation. So I guess thats why it sounds really nice. But it doesn't matter. I'm sure DongHae will become fluent in Mandarin also everyone else as well.

Whew... I'm finished ~~fangirling~~ reviewing every song. Hehe~ It was fun.

AHH I can't wait for the CD to come out and get over here to where I live!

Also along with the CD I ordered Super Junior's Repackaged CD. I've been wanting it for so long! I can finally give them the support I've always wanted too. I downloaded the songs I have now in my mp3 player knowing that Super Junior would be disappointed in me for doing so. But I was going to purchase the CD's later so that I could really support them in the future.

Oh well. Support Super Junior and Super Junior M! I'm sure Super Junior would want you to support Super Junior M as well. Don't break their hearts. Especially ZhouMi and Henry. Those poor things... I love you!

Super Junior Fighting!
Super Junior M Jai You!!
I love you both!

“I like you. I like you. I like you.” II

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 22:30:53 GMT

Title: “I like you. I like you. I like you.” II
Date: April 25, 2008
Pairing: WC: YeSung/RyeoWook
Rating: PG
Word Count: 4,499
Disclaimer: Alas sadly I do not own any of these people. I repeat I DO NOT own any of these people. Only the story is mine
A/N: Contains Super Junior M love. If you don’t like then don’t read. If you do read don’t bash them, okay? They deserve as much love in the world as anyone else. So this story is the second side of “I like you. I like you. I like you.” I had made a YeSung side for this and now there is a RyeoWook side for this. So you can guess that the story is YeWook (The best pairing ever). There are also many potential pairings in this fan fiction. So consider them. (; Actually this side of the story came out a lot longer than it really was supposed to be. It’s longer by about 2,000 words. This fan fiction may contain mistakes so don’t laugh or point them out rudely just tell me nicely and I’ll fix it and no one gets hurt. (And once again I ramble on and on…)
Summary: RyeoWook doesn’t know what he’s supposed to do. There are so many problems has to deal with in China. There are interviews everywhere, and there is the fact that he is far away from the one he loves most. When will he have a chance to talk to YeSung? If he does then what will he say? How can he cope with this feeling when the other might not feel the same way?

Link to community: miracle______

Here is YeSung’s side for those of you who wish to read it.
YeSung's Side:
( His heart skipped a beat as he watched RyeoWook dance. His stomach had a light feeling as he watched. He couldn’t keep his eyes off of him. What was this feeling? YeSung had never felt this before. )

RyeoWook's side:

RyeoWook turned around as if he heard someone call his name. “Hyung,” RyeoWook said to his other band members, “Did one of you call my name?”

HanKyung shook his head, “No one called you.” he said walking down the hall into his own room.

Super Junior M came back to their apartment after an interview. In a few minutes they would have to leave again since there was another interview to go to.

“ZhouMi,” RyeoWook said, “Are you going to eat?” To ZhouMi RyeoWook spoke in Mandarin as he was trying to improve in order to become fluent in speaking.

“We don’t have any time. After the interview we’ll grab some fast food to eat again.” ZhouMi answered.

RyeoWook looked at the older male in puzzlement. ZhouMi spoke in Mandarin and RyeoWook’s wasn’t as well so he didn’t understand as single thing he said.

ZhouMi laughed and shook his head as he walked to the kitchen and patted Henry on the shoulder. Henry was sitting in the kitchen and looked up from the magazine he was browsing through. ZhouMi was looking over Henry’s shoulder at the magazine that Henry was looking at.

HanKyung walked back into the living room, “Alright its time to go.” He said in Korean.

“Ah but hyung~~” DongHae whined, “We just got home. I wanted to rest for a little while…”

HanKyung looked at DongHae, “We’re all tired but we can’t help it. This happened also when we were in Korea when we debuted. Remember?”

DongHae nodded and obediently got up off the couch, “Okay. Let’s go.”

“SiWon-ah.” HanKyung called to SiWon who was in his room lying on the bed for a little rest, “It’s time to go.”

RyeoWook watched as everyone gathered into the living room. RyeoWook glanced down at his cell phone. He didn’t have any time that day in order for him to have a conversation with YeSung.

Everyone walked out of the apartment and into the car. While in the car RyeoWook thought about YeSung. He was so far away. When was the next time he could see YeSung in person? He didn’t know.

RyeoWook was suddenly brought out of thought due to screaming of fans. RyeoWook looked out at the window and there were signs out there showing their love for Super Junior M and there were some that they showed that they didn’t like Henry or ZhouMi. A few fans carried or wore banners that said ‘H Out’ or ‘ZM Out’ or they were wearing both.

RyeoWook didn’t know what to do. He felt sadness in his heart as he saw the sad faces of both Henry and ZhouMi look down to the bottom of the car as they moved.

HanKyung took Henry’s hand, “Don’t worry. It’ll take time…"

KyuHyun entangled his own hand into ZhouMi’s hand as well, “Cheer up. It happened to me as well. People were against me joining but they accepted me.”

RyeoWook glanced at the fans out side. He really didn’t know what to do. His hyungs and his dongsaengs were hurting and he couldn’t do anything about it.

Henry looked up and smiled his cute innocent smile, “It’s okay I’m already used to this... I mean I’ve endured almost a whole year of this already…”

RyeoWook leaned in to hug the younger boy. He was strong. But how much more of this could he take? Where did he get his strength from?

When RyeoWook hugged Henry, Henry tightly hugged RyeoWook back. RyeoWook realized what Henry said wasn’t true. He may look tough, cute, and innocent on the outside it was actually the opposite from it. He was fragile, weak and scared. But even so he still has the strength to go on from his hyungs who love him dearly.

RyeoWook did the same thing to ZhouMi. ZhouMi, too, was fragile and he expressed his sadness more than Henry did.

“Thank you…” ZhouMi said looking up with a small soft smile, “Well… let’s do this.”

Everyone nodded and unbuckled their seat belt and got out of the car. There were many fans that were squealing and shouting their names as each one stepped out of the car. But when ZhouMi and Henry stepped out of the car many were still shouting with joy and there were a few who started booing as soon as they got off. But still ZhouMi and Henry kept their smiles.

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RyeoWook felt shivers down his spine as he turned around he felt as though someone called his name again but no one did again. RyeoWook shrugged and decided to pick up the phone and call YeSung.

RyeoWook’s heart beat faster and faster. RyeoWook paused for a couple seconds to catch his breath once he did he dialed the number.

“Hello?” The voice wasn’t YeSung it was EunHyuk.

“Hyung? It’s RyeoWook.” RyeoWook was mildly disappointed that it wasn’t YeSung who answered but because EunHyuk had answered the phone his heart came back to the normal pace that it was supposed to be.

“Ahh~~ RyeoWook-ah, how are you? Is everything good in China?” EunHyuk asked.

“Yes.” RyeoWook said with a small smile after a second it dropped slightly as he saw Henry walk through the other side of the room and lay on the couch closing his eyes for a short nap, “But…” RyeoWook didn’t know if he should tell EunHyuk about the thing that was happening with ZhouMi and Henry over here in China. Every member had already met Henry and ZhouMi and they were already pretty close. They each had helped each other with their language barriers and got through it since they were all friends.

“But what?” EunHyuk asked when he didn’t hear any thing from RyeoWook.

“No its nothing.” RyeoWook said, “Hyung can I-“

“Talk to JongWoon hyung?” EunHyuk finished off RyeoWook’s sentence.

RyeoWook flushed a deep red not that EunHyuk could see it, “Yes.”

“Why don’t you say hi to SungMin hyung before talking to JongWoon hyung?” EunHyuk said before RyeoWook said anything SungMin was on the phone.

“Hello?”

“SungMin Hyung. It’s RyeoWook.”

“RyeoWook-ah… Is everything doing well over there?” SungMin asked.

“Things are going well.” RyeoWook answered, “Is-“

RyeoWook was cut off by SungMin, “Are the other members okay?”

“Yes hyung they are. How about you is everything doing well?” RyeoWook asked.

“Everything is good.” SungMin said.

“Is JongWoon hyung home?” RyeoWook asked hurriedly. He was nervous knowing that YeSung could be on the phone in a few minutes. Of course there was a chance that YeSung had a schedule right now.

“JongWoon hyung? He’s here.” SungMin said, “But he’s been acting weird lately. He keeps on calling your name and forgetting that you’re over there in China.”

“Really??” RyeoWook asked surprised. He blushed a nice shade of red because he knew if YeSung had kept calling his name then it means that he can’t forget him. He smiled and his heart skipped a few beats.

“Yeah here. Hold on.” SungMin said bringing the phone away form his mouth but faintly RyeoWook could hear SungMin calling YeSung, “Hyung~? RyeoWook is on the phone and he wants to talk to you.”

In the background you could hear YeSung grab the phone from SungMin and say “Thanks.” But there was a little stutter in his voice.

“Hello?” RyeoWook’s voice quivered a little but not too much. He was nervous talking on the phone with YeSung. It wasn’t the first time they talked on the phone together but it was the first time in a long time. RyeoWook wouldn’t be able to hear his voice in real life in a long time.

“RyeoWook-ah.” YeSung said after a small pause. His voice seemed as well to tremble a little. But RyeoWook dismissed it. His voice was soothing and calm. RyeoWook loved how his name sounded as it rolled of off his hyung’s tongue.

“Hyung~! I’m so glad to hear your voice! I’m so sorry I couldn’t call earlier. It’s just that we’re so busy over here with promotional activities and interviews. I promise I’ll call more often after this.” RyeoWook said in a blur. His heart thumped heavily making his speaking voice faster than it was normally.

“Really? You have to promise.” YeSung told RyeoWook in a calm voice. RyeoWook nearly fainted out of happiness that YeSung made him promise to talk to him.

RyeoWook finally came out of his trance and said, “It’s really nice in China. Most of the people are really nice and my Mandarin is getting a lot better.”

RyeoWook thought that it was normal. This was how he usually felt when talking to YeSung. His heart would race and his mind would be swimming in ideas of how to keep a conversation going with the one he cared for most.

“That’s good to hear… So are you having fun?” YeSung asked. His voice was calm, cool, and collected. To RyeoWook it sounded too good to hear his voice again. RyeoWook was in pure bliss. He hadn’t heard his hyung’s voice in what seemed like forever.

“Yes it’s a lot of fun here. Even though I haven’t really been getting any sleep…” RyeoWook said, “I really wish you were here… I miss you.”

Those words that RyeoWook spoke came straight from the heart. He really missed him. RyeoWook really missed seeing YeSung every day from when they wake up and from when they go to bed. They roomed together so they saw each other constantly.

RyeoWook turned around and saw HanKyung motioning the door to him meaning that they had to go.

“I-“

“Ah, Hyung, I’m sorry but I have to go. We have another thing to do. I’m already late. We’ll talk later.” RyeoWook interrupted YeSung in the beginning of the sentence. RyeoWook felt a little hurt by cutting him off like that but they had to go and no one had enough time to wait for him. Everyone had already left the building and he was the only one at home still.

RyeoWook didn’t even have enough time for YeSung to answer back because RyeoWook was grabbing his accessory bag that his coordinator needed and HanKyung grabbed the phone out of RyeoWook’s hand and put it down,

“Sorry RyeoWook-ah. You can talk to JongWoon next time.” HanKyung too grabbed a bag and rushed RyeoWook out the door.

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RyeoWook called YeSung often but most of the time it was only to say ‘hello’. They were terribly busy nowadays since they just debuted. They went to interview to interview.

RyeoWook felt happiness when he was talking to him. RyeoWook couldn’t help it since he was the one he loved the most. Even if it was talking only for a few minutes he was excited to hear YeSung’s voice.

His voice sounded so different on the phone but it made it all the better. Over the phone RyeoWook could tell that YeSung’s voice matured a little more than their last meeting. He probably was practicing his singing and vocalization.

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RyeoWook gave a soft sigh as he walked up the steps to their apartment building. He felt so tired after a days work. He knew that it was all worth it.

HanKyung had lost a bunch of weight with all the activities that were going on. Actually all of them had lost a lot of weight but HanKyung lost a lot more because he thinks he’s expected to work the hardest since he’s the leader.

Everyone was tired and again for today their manager bought a large pizza for them to eat. Once again since there isn’t anytime to make any food that would have been healthier to eat.

RyeoWook with a plate of pizza in his hands he walked over to the phone. Picking up the phone with his hand that wasn’t occupied he walked into the living room and sat on the floor with his back to the couch. Before RyeoWook dialed the number he took a bite out of his pizza.

“Hello?” Someone answered. His voice was calm, and cool. It was YeSung.

“Hyung?” RyeoWook answered after hearing the voice that he loved the most. RyeoWook felt his heart accelerate a little faster knowing that it was YeSung on the phone.

“RyeoWook-ah.” The way YeSung said it you could tell it was said with a smile on his face. No one else can make RyeoWook’s name sound so wonderful.

“Hyung! How are you?”

“I’m good. And you? Have you been eating well? Is everyone treating you well?” RyeoWook was happy knowing that YeSung was concerned for him. But there was something else in his voice it seemed to be a lot softer and nicer with a light laugh in it.

“I’m good as well. I have been eating well. And everyone is treating me well. HanKyung-hyung is helping me a lot with my Mandarin but he’s helping out DongHae-hyung a lot more than me since he’s struggling more than I am.” RyeoWook answered.

“I see. That’s good.”

“What about you Hyung? Has anything happened lately?”

“No nothing really…”

“Oh. I see…” After a pause RyeoWook had an idea, “So Hyung! When are you going to come visit us? I want to see you. And I miss you.”

“I can… I can’t come. I’m booked for this whole week. It’s packed with things to do.”

RyeoWook’s smile on his face faded away quickly. He understood that YeSung was busy but he still wanted to see him as soon as possible.

“Oh...” RyeoWook answered. RyeoWook tried to hide his disappointment but he couldn’t help but show it, “You’ll come to visit eventually right?”

“Of course….” YeSung said with a little smile in his answer. “…I have to go now.”

“Okay Hyung.” RyeoWook said putting down the phone.

RyeoWook looked at his pizza and took another bite.

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RyeoWook sat in the kitchen staring at a magazine. Across the table DongHae was on his laptop looking at the latest post with their own pictures in it.

“Ahhh!”

RyeoWook jumped in his seat and stared at DongHae, “What happened hyung?”

“The captures! I’m blinking in one of them!” DongHae said, “How could they publish the photo if I’m blinking in the photo?”

SiWon who happened to over hear what DongHae was talking about walked into the kitchen and stared at the picture, “But you still look handsome.”

“Of course I still look handsome but my wonderful eyes aren’t showing.” DongHae said.

HanKyung walked into the kitchen and handed the phone to RyeoWook. HanKyung was just talking to EeTeuk and told him that everything was going well.

“Thanks hyung.” RyeoWook said walking out of the kitchen and into the living room.

As RyeoWook walked out he heard laughing from HanKyung, “DongHae you look funny.”

ZhouMi was lying on his stomach in the living room floor with a pencil in hand. He was writing another song. Henry was on the couch with a pencil and paper in hand. He was practicing his Mandarin.

KyuHyun was sitting at the computer which was in the living room. He was playing online games again.

RyeoWook leaned his back on the wall and dialed the apartment phone that YeSung, SungMin, EunHyuk, KyuHyun, and RyeoWook lived in. No one would pick up the phone. So RyeoWook decided to dial YeSung’s cell phone.

“Hopefully he isn’t working right now.” RyeoWook thought out loud to himself. But apparently it was loud enough that it made KyuHyun, ZhouMi and Henry turn way from what they were doing. They stared at RyeoWook and went back to what they were doing.

Someone picked up the phone. Before RyeoWook could say anything someone started talking, “Yah, open the door for your hyung.” The person said.

It took a few seconds for it to register in his mind that YeSung was outside their door. “What?!” RyeoWook shouted as he stumbled over his own feet in a hurry to see if it was real or not.

Everyone in the kitchen poked their head into the living room to see what was going on. They heard RyeoWook’s loud voice and wondered what was happening. KyuHyun, ZhouMi and Henry also looked away from what they were doing to see what was going on.

RyeoWook couldn’t believe what he was seeing. It was YeSung standing right in front of him with that soft smile that YeSung usually had on his face.

“Surprise.” He said with his happy smile.

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RyeoWook’s stomach was going back flips and was jumping up in down with excitement. He couldn’t believe that his hyung was here in China with him. RyeoWook didn’t really care why YeSung was here. He was here what more could RyeoWook ask for?

When SiWon placed his hand on RyeoWook’s shoulder it brought him out of the trance he was in.

“How come you seem kinda jumpy?” SiWon asked RyeoWook.

RyeoWook shrugged actually he did know why he was like that it was because YeSung was around. All the members know that he liked YeSung but it seemed like the only person that didn’t know was YeSung himself.

“I dunno. I think I might be just nervous.” RyeoWook said looking down at ZhouMi’s hand who was fixing his tie for him. Once he was finished RyeoWook thanked ZhouMi.

DongHae walked through the hallway and handed over the scarf that RyeoWook wore around his waist. Thanking DongHae RyeoWook tied it around his waist.

DongHae nodded and asked SiWon a few questions of how to say what in Mandarin.

HanKyung came out of the direction that DongHae came from and handed Henry a jacket and handed ZhouMi a jacket as well.

RyeoWook glanced at YeSung he was sitting on the floor watching everything that was going on around him. RyeoWook felt sadness since no one would keep him company here while everyone was away at the performance.

“Hyung… Sorry I haven’t gotten anytime to spend with you now that you’re here.” RyeoWook told him as he sat down next to YeSung.

“It’s alright. I’m just glad to see that you’re doing well and have a lot of supporters.” YeSung said with his smile that could calm almost anyone if they were mad.

RyeoWook nodded and before he could say anything HanKyung butted in saying, “RyeoWook-ah its time to leave… YeSung we’re going now.”

“Okay.” RyeoWook heard YeSung say as KyuHyun grabbed his hand to help him off the floor.

Before RyeoWook could say his good byes to YeSung he was pushed out the door with the other members behind him.

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“RyeoWook-ah.”

“Yes Hyung?” RyeoWook said turning around with a smile but his smile didn’t stay too long. He saw that YeSung had his duffle bag packed and by his feet. He was going back home to Korea even though he knew he still asked, “Are you going back home?”

“Yes I have to go back….” YeSung told him, “I have to make sure that when I start doing activities again jetlag won’t mess with it.”

“Oh…” RyeoWook said as he felt sadness envelope him, “I see… Then I hope you do well in Korea.”

RyeoWook felt that he didn’t even get a chance to talk to YeSung at all since he came here.

“I hope that you do well in China. You know I’ll always support you guys... Come on don’t look so sad.” He said as he pulled RyeoWook into a hug.

RyeoWook wrapped his arms around YeSung. There weren’t many times when YeSung had held him like this. He couldn’t help but feel a little happiness when YeSung held him so dearly in his arms.

“But… Hyung… I won’t be back in Korea until a long time from now. I won’t be able to see you in a long time.” RyeoWook told him.

RyeoWook didn’t know what to do. YeSung didn’t know how he felt so he couldn’t tell how much it hurt knowing that they wouldn’t see each other for a long time.

“We’ll see each other again though. It’s not like you’ll be in China forever right?” YeSung said.

As YeSung said this RyeoWook’s arms that were wrapped around YeSung tightened their hold around YeSung.

“But… Hyung…” RyeoWook didn’t know how to express his feelings. What should he tell him? Anything he said at this point would reveal to YeSung his feelings for him. “I want to stay next to you… I want to live with you again… I want to stay with you… Hyung…”

RyeoWook knew the next few words that were going to come out of his mouth. He was scared of speaking those forbidden words to YeSung. What if he didn’t like me back? What if I’m just a dongseang to him? These kinds of thoughts ran through his mind in these last few seconds.

“RyeoWook-ah…”

This wasn’t the time to back down now. Tell him now or else something might happen and he’ll regret it for the rest of his life. What if something were to happen and YeSung wouldn’t know how he felt. Ever since the accident with KyuHyun RyeoWook felt careful about what he would say to the members just in case something happened and he would regret it. Anything could happen at any second. Anything could happen to RyeoWook or YeSung in the few years or so when they won’t see each other. RyeoWook would defiantly regret it if he didn’t open his mouth to say it now.

“Hyung, I like you…” RyeoWook said in a little whisper as he held on tighter to YeSung. He was scared of hearing a response. Since he didn’t hear any response RyeoWook said it again, “I like you…” Maybe YeSung didn’t hear it, “I like you.”

“RyeoWook-ah… Look at me…” The older said.

His face became bright red but he tightly closed his eyes and didn’t move. He was scared. Was YeSung going to push him away?

RyeoWook cringed slightly as YeSung gripped his shoulders gently. Was he going to reject him?

Upon RyeoWook’s forehead he felt something soft and warm press against it. RyeoWook opened his eyes and saw that YeSung was only a few inches away from his face. What RyeoWook felt on his forehead was a kiss.

“I like you too.” YeSung told him with his soft smile.

RyeoWook stood there dumbfounded. He didn’t know what to make of what he heard. Was he dreaming? If it was then it was a good dream.

It took a few seconds for RyeoWook to realize that it wasn’t a dream when he did he blushed and crashed his face into YeSung’s chest with a soft thud.

After a few seconds YeSung pushed the younger a way softly, “But you know… I want you to stay here…”

RyeoWook gave a puzzled look, “H-Hyung?” What was his hyung talking about now?

“You have to stay here understand? Don’t say that you want to come back to Korea. If you do then its saying that you want to give up. And I don’t like quitters.”

What YeSung said didn’t really make sense but RyeoWook got the idea. YeSung wanted RyeoWook to stay in China and continue activities there.

“I understand. I’ll stay here and make you proud.” RyeoWook promised YeSung.

“I’m going to miss you a lot. Promise me that you’ll call me.” YeSung said looking RyeoWook in the eyes.

“I promise.” RyeoWook said with a small nod of his head.

“Promise me that you won’t forget me.”

RyeoWook gave a look to his hyung. As if he’ll ever forget him. How could he? He had liked YeSung for a long time so how could he just forget him? But never the less he said, “I promise I won’t forget you… How could I ever forget you?”

“Promise me that you won’t cheat on me.” YeSung said staring directly into RyeoWook’s eyes. His voice was light and cheerful when he was making RyeoWook promise the first few promises, but with this promise YeSung became serious.

Placing his hand on his heart RyeoWook said, “I, Kim RyeoWook, promise not to cheat on YeSung.”

YeSung gave his small smile, “Good.” His voice became light and cheerful once again.

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“Hyung.” Henry whispered to RyeoWook as he nudged his arm.

RyeoWook came out of his trance and realized that he was still on an interview set. He was once again daydreaming of the day that he confessed to YeSung. Looking around he saw that everyone around him was staring at him, “Sorry.” He said softly and the interview went on.

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“What was that about?” SiWon asked RyeoWook once they got home after the interview, “You’ve been spacing out even more ever since JongWoon Hyung left.”

DongHae laughed, “How can you not know? You were there with us when we heard how RyeoWook confessed to YeSung.”

“You were listening??” RyeoWook asked them with a bright red color on his face “How could you eavesdrop on our conversation?”

“How can we not?” KyuHyun asked, “You guys were talking really loudly and besides how do you expect to keep it a secret from us? We were bound to find out about it eventually.”

RyeoWook pouted slightly, “Then the other members….?”

“They found out already.” HanKyung said walking out of the kitchen and into the living room looking at his cell phone.

“They found out already?” RyeoWook asked, “You guys told all of them?”

“I only told SungMin.” KyuHyun said, “I only told him that you were together. I couldn’t help but spread to news to him. SungMin was begging me to tell him since he knew that YeSung went to China to do something and he wanted to know what. Since SungMin hyung and ShinDong hyung are close to each other SungMin probably told him.”

“I told it to HyukJae as well.” DongHae said, “He probably told everyone.”

“No he didn’t” HanKyung said, “I just called HeeChul and HeeChul said that he didn’t know what was going on. KiBum probably doesn’t either he said he was going to tell KiBum.”

“I’ve told JungSu Hyung as well.” SiWon said to add in.

“Argg,” RyeoWook said softly, “How come news always spreads really fast among us?”

SiWon shrugged, “I guess it’s because we’re all close to each other.”

“Its time to eat,” ZhouMi said poking his head out of the kitchen. Finally Super Junior M had enough time to make their own food. ZhouMi and Henry were doing the cooking in the kitchen.

RyeoWook walked into the kitchen with the rest of the members. ZhouMi was scooping out food into plates and Henry was setting up the table. Members one by one sat down and waited for everyone else to sit down before they could eat.

Suddenly RyeoWook’s phone gave a small ring that meant he had a text message. Looking away from the table RyeoWook pulled out his phone and looked at it.

YeSung had sent him a text message and it said, ‘I like you. I like you. I like you…. No, I love you~<33’

RyeoWook smiled and put his phone in his pocket. The food he ate couldn’t have tasted any better.

(So here you are. So what do you think of this version? This one is a lot longer than the YeSung version I made earlier but it doesn’t matter since its Wookie love. :DD. ZhouMi and Henry look like they would cook really well don’t you think? I think so. xDD So anyway…. I hope you liked it. Please look forward to my other fan fictions as well. <333)

096. "I like you. I like you. I like you."

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 02:56:36 GMT

Title: “I like you. I like you. I like you.”
Date: April 12, 2008
Pairing: WC* YeSung/RyeoWook
Rating: PG
Word Count: 2,479
Archive: here.
Disclaimer: Alas sadly I do not own any of these people. I repeat I DO NOT own any of these people. Only the story is mine
A/N: There are mentions of Super Junior M. So don’t read it if you don’t like them. If you do read don’t bash them. They deserve as much love as anyone else in the world. The story is mainly YeWook (YeWook like the best pairing out there. They are just pure love. It doesn’t matter if it’s just friendship or as lovers they’re just so cute together). There could be some ninja pairings if you look hard enough.
Summary: YeSung is starting to get these weird feelings when he sees RyeoWook. He shows up at night when he tries to sleep. Will he figure out why he feels this way? If he does then what will he do about it?

Link to community: miracle______
Theme Number: 96/100
Finished: 13/100

YeSung sighed as he walked into his room after a day full of dance practice. “RyeoWook-ah,” He said without turning around as he took off his shirt in order to change. He was sweating really badly. When it came to dancing EunHyuk was really passionate about it and made YeSung work hard. Currently YeSung was getting more dance practice from EunHyuk in order for his dancing to get better like how EunHyuk wanted.

Hearing no response from the younger he turned around saying “Answer your hyung.”

No one was there.

“Ah… I forgot… He’s in China right now…” YeSung said slowly as he realized, “I don’t think I’ll get used to this…”

YeSung was always used to seeing RyeoWook in the room when he got home. It was a daily thing. RyeoWook didn’t have much of a schedule so he stayed at home often. If YeSung didn’t see him in the kitchen or in the living room he would be in the bedroom writing a new song.

But it isn’t going to be like that for a long time. RyeoWook will be staying in China until teacher Lee SooMan decides to bring them back or something like that.

YeSung sat down on the edge of his own bed, “I miss seeing him…”

“Hyung~” someone from the hallway said, “Are you going to take a shower?”

Hearing SungMin’s voice startled him back into reality, “Yeah.”

YeSung grabbed a towel and headed towards the bathroom.

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“RyeoWook-ah~ I need some help.” YeSung called from the kitchen table the next day.

Hearing no one answer he called again, “RyeoWook-ah?”

“Hyung you forgot that RyeoWook is in China again.” EunHyuk said as he poked his head inside the kitchen.

“Oh yeah…” YeSung said realizing once again.

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“RyeoWook-ah!”

“Hyung he’s in China.” SungMin said.

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For the next few days it was like that. Either SungMin or EunHyuk would tell him that RyeoWook was in China.

It became so repetitive that one time both EunHyuk and SungMin yelled at him and told him to stop it.

After awhile YeSung finally stopped calling out RyeoWook’s name. YeSung never realized how much he called RyeoWook’s name. He only realized it when no one answered back to him.

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“Hyung! HyukJae-ah! The new music video for U is out!” SungMin called to both. EunHyuk was in the bathroom brushing his teeth and YeSung was at the kitchen table thinking of some song lyrics he could write.

Both YeSung and EunHyuk rushed into SungMin’s room to watch the new music video.

They stared at the scene. They had seen them practicing the dance before but the way that the video was edited and put together looked really nice.

This was the first time YeSung watched RyeoWook like this. RyeoWook seemed different. His whole character had seemed to change. His appearance seemed different as well.

His heart skipped a beat as he watched RyeoWook dance. His stomach had a light feeling as he watched. He couldn’t keep his eyes off of him. What was this feeling? YeSung had never felt this before.

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“Hyung you like him.” SungMin said once as he popped out of no where into YeSung’s and RyeoWook’s room.

“Who?” YeSung asked as he pressed paused the song that he was listening too.

“RyeoWook.” EunHyuk said also walking in.

“What?” YeSung said, “That’s the craziest thing I’ve ever heard you say.”

“Why?” SungMin asked, “What makes it crazy?”

YeSung was at a loss for words. Was that it? Was that the reason why he had a light feeling in his stomach when ever he saw RyeoWook? Was that the reason why his heart skipped a beat when he saw his face? Was it the reason why when ever he slept he saw his face? No… it couldn’t be… could it?

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“Hyung~?” SungMin called to YeSung, “RyeoWook is on the phone and he wants to talk to you.”

YeSung felt a loud thump in his heart, “O-oh, thanks.” He said stuttering a little bit.

“Hello?” Someone said on the phone. The voice had a high pitch but not too high. It was a soothing sound that made YeSung melt. After listening to his voice for the first time in a long time YeSung realized that it was exactly what EunHyuk and SungMin said. He did like him.

“RyeoWook-ah.” He said his voice trembling with nervousness.

“Really? You have to promise.” YeSung said. He felt his blood pumping against his Adams apple. It was so loud that he could hear it in his own ears. Most likely it was being transferred into the phone and RyeoWook could hear it.

“It’s really nice in China. Most of the people are really nice and my Mandarin is getting a lot better.”

“That’s good to hear… So are you having fun?” YeSung asked slowly as he tried to calm down his voice.

“Yes it’s a lot of fun here. Even though I haven’t really been getting any sleep. I really wish you were here. I miss you.” RyeoWook said across the phone.

The way RyeoWook said the words ‘I really wish you were here’ made YeSung want to just jump on a plane and fly over to where RyeoWook was in that instant.

“I-,” YeSung began but was cut off by RyeoWook.

“Ah, Hyung, I’m sorry but I have to go. We have another thing to do. I’m already late. We’ll talk later.” RyeoWook said putting the phone down before YeSung could say anything.

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RyeoWook called often to say ‘hello’ to YeSung, SungMin, and EunHyuk. RyeoWook mostly talked to YeSung on some days it would only be a few seconds and some days it would be for an hour or two.

Whenever YeSung talked he felt that his heart was going to thump right out of his mouth. Some days he would try to tell RyeoWook how he felt bit RyeoWook always had to leave right when YeSung had mustered up his courage to say that he liked him.

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“Do I really have no schedules for a week??” YeSung asked his manager.

“Yeah, think of it as a break. You deserve one too.” The manager said, “I heard that HyukJae has been working you to the bone with dance practice.”

“But… a week?” YeSung asked, “Isn’t that too much? I mean aren’t there other things I have to do?”

“Yes but real things start happening after a week. So we’re giving you this break first then we’re going to start working you.”

“…Okay.” YeSung said.

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YeSung sat in his room thinking about this whole schedule thing. He knew he wasn’t popular as it is but a week away from things? He had never been a week away from things before.

YeSung turned his head and stared at the empty bed. It had been empty for, how long, who knows when.

The phone rang and YeSung went over to pick it up, “Hello?”

“Hyung?” The voice over the phone made YeSung’s heart give a large thump once again.

“RyeoWook-ah.”

“Hyung! How are you?”

“I’m good. And you? Have you been eating well? Is everyone treating you well?”

“I see. That’s good.”

“What about you Hyung? Has anything happened lately?”

“No nothing really…”

“Oh. I see… So Hyung! When are you going to come visit us? I want to see you. And I miss you.”

“I can…” A thought suddenly came into YeSung’s mind, “I can’t come. I’m booked for this whole week. It’s packed with things to do.”

“Oh...” RyeoWook said disappointed, “You’ll come to visit eventually right?”

“Of course,” YeSung said, “I have to go now.”

“Okay Hyung.”

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YeSung walked up the steps to an apartment in China.

Right at the moment that YeSung was going to knock on the door his cell phone rang. YeSung looked at his phone to see who had called him and it was RyeoWook. YeSung smiled and answered the phone.

“Yah, open the door for your hyung.” YeSung said.

“What?!” RyeoWook shouted at the phone, inside the apartment you could also hear the sound of RyeoWook’s voice. RyeoWook with his phone still in hand he stumbled toward the door.

“Surprise.” YeSung said smiling when RyeoWook opened the door to see him standing in the hallway.

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YeSung felt utter jealously when he saw the other members touch him. It didn’t matter if it was a light touch on the shoulder or if it was a hug. YeSung wanted to hug RyeoWook and keep him all for himself.

YeSung sat on the ground with his back to the bottom of the couch. He looked at everyone around him as they talked about what they were going to do at their next performance.

“Hyung,” RyeoWook said and sat down next to him, “Sorry I haven’t gotten anytime to spend with you now that you’re here.”

“It’s alright.” YeSung said, “I’m just glad to see that you’re doing well and have a lot of supporters.”

RyeoWook nodded.

“RyeoWook-ah its time to leave,” HanKyung said, “YeSung we’re going now.”

“Okay.” YeSung said getting up to walk them out of the apartment.

YeSung looked around the room. He had been here for three days already and it was like this most of the time. Everyone said a couple words to him and then they had to leave. Their schedule was packed full.

‘Maybe I should just go home…’ he thought. ‘I won’t be able to have an actual conversation with RyeoWook here.’

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“RyeoWook-ah.” YeSung called.

“Yes Hyung?” RyeoWook said with a smile but his smile dropped when he saw that YeSung had his duffle bag packed next to his feet. “Are you going back home?”

YeSung felt a slight tinge in his heart when he detected sadness in RyeoWook’s voice, “Yes I have to go back. I have to make sure that when I start doing activities again jetlag won’t mess with it.”

“Oh I see.” RyeoWook said, “Then I hope you do well in Korea.”

“I hope that you do well in China. You know I’ll always support you guys.” YeSung said pulling in RyeoWook for a hug, “Come on don’t look so sad.”

“But Hyung… I won’t be back in Korea until a long time from now. I won’t be able to see you in a long time.” RyeoWook said.

“We’ll see each other again though. It’s not like you’ll be in China forever right?” YeSung asked.

“But… Hyung… I want to stay next to you. I want to live with you again. I want to stay with you. Hyung…” RyeoWook said rubbing his face into YeSung’s chest with affection.

“RyeoWook-ah…”

“Hyung, I like you… I like you… I like you.” he said over and over again to make sure that YeSung could hear.

YeSung’s heart thumped loudly as looked down at the younger man in his arms.

“RyeoWook-ah… Look at me…” He told him. But the younger stayed put. YeSung’s hands gripped RyeoWook’s shoulder and pulled him away from his chest. His face was bright red after the confession.

YeSung placed a kiss on RyeoWook’s forehead and looked him straight in the eye. “I like you too.”

RyeoWook held a blank look on his face. In a few seconds he turned bright red after he realized that his hearing wasn’t bad, “Hyung!” RyeoWook smiled and hugged YeSung tightly.

“But you know…” YeSung said pulling away from RyeoWook, “I want you to stay here…”

“H-Hyung?” RyeoWook said a little confused with what YeSung had told him.

“You have to stay here understand? Don’t say that you want to come back to Korea. If you do then its saying that you want to give up. And I don’t like quitters.” YeSung told him. RyeoWook had said before that he wanted to stay with him but that couldn’t happen since RyeoWook was an essential member to Super Junior M. Without RyeoWook the team wouldn’t make it. Of course the team had KyuHyun, but RyeoWook added in made it a lot better.

“I understand” RyeoWook told YeSung, “I’ll stay here and make you proud.”

YeSung smiled, “I’m going to miss you a lot. Promise me that you’ll call me.”

RyeoWook nodded, “I promise.”

“Promise me that you won’t forget me.” YeSung said.

RyeoWook made a face that said ‘are you crazy?’, “I promise I won’t forget you. How could I ever forget you?”

“Promise me that you won’t cheat on me.” YeSung said looking directly into RyeoWook’s eyes.

“I, Kim RyeoWook, promise not to cheat on YeSung.” RyeoWook said putting his hand on his heart.

YeSung smiled, “Good.”

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YeSung lay down in his bed on his stomach looking at the computer screen.

“Hyung~~” SungMin called from the hallway, “I heard that you and RyeoWook are together now.”

“Eh?!” YeSung shouted back, “How did you know?”

“I heard it from KyuHyun.” SungMin giggled.

“I heard it too!” EunHyuk called from the other side of the hallway, “DongHae told me that RyeoWook was really sad but happy when you left.”

“Why would he be happy that I left?” YeSung asked getting off his stomach.

“DongHae also told us that RyeoWook just smiles to him self and daydreams during interviews and things like that. So I think it would mean that he’s happy that you like him back but he’s sad that you left.” EunHyuk said as YeSung stood in the doorway of his own room.

“SiWon says that it’s annoying since he spaces out even more than he did before.” SungMin said.

YeSung smiled, “I see… Hey wait. How did everyone else know then? RyeoWook didn’t just tell them right out did he?”

“No they said that they over heard you guys talking.” SungMin told YeSung.

“Then they were eavesdropping?” YeSung asked, “Hasn’t some one ever taught them not to eavesdrop on people?”

“Oh well, you can’t help it. HanKyung has already told HeeChul about this and SiWon told EeTeuk. So probably everyone knows about you guys now.” EunHyuk said looking down at his watch, “Come on, we have a schedule to go to. Today is the day you come back from your break.”

“Let’s go.” SungMin smiled and headed off toward the apartment door.

YeSung nodded and went back inside his room to grab a jacket and his cell phone. Once he got into the car he started texting.

‘I like you. I like you. I like you…. No, I love you~<33’ YeSung looked up and smiled.

(So what did you think about it? :D I was thinking about making another one from RyeoWook’s point of view. Should I?

Edit: (April 21, 2008) There are many people who are telling me to type one in RyeoWook's point of view so I will be doing that shortly. Just be patient and it'll be here soon. Probably by the end of this week it'll be released. :D)

Edit: (April 27, 2008) RyeoWook's side is here. Sorry it took so long.
( Ev eryone walked out of the apartment and into the car. While in the car RyeoWook thought about YeSung. He was so far away. When was the next time he could see YeSung in person? He didn’t know. )
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